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2009-09-20T18:15:00.001+08:00

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2009-09-15T06:33:00.003+08:00

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Is this considered as my first 21st birthday gift?

2009-09-10T01:36:00.025+08:00

Forget abt that particular unhappy incident. There's 1 thing at least to be happy abt for the day!

More and more things coming up for this sem. I really need to take a breathe somewhere out there. And i guess it shld be this.

I received INSTEP's offer! Im allocated to Fudan University. Shanghi~ Yea it's my ideal place to go to in china for studies. And fudan is indeed a good sch too.

Shanghai left me a good impression when i went there last time during immersion trip. Although it lasted barely for 3 days, but i love the weather, the night sceneries/lightings, and most imptly shopping!

I've always wanting to go back hangzhou, there's this deep deep feeling for it. Cus it's like a 2nd home to me, if i were to compare hall life in ntu, i think time back in zucc holds more than this definitely. Poly life is simply irreplacable! 4 in LuV shld know this feeling. There's this special affection for hangzhou.

This is my bright side of it.

But actually when i 1st saw the mail, it hit me with surprise with "you're offered a placement, pls checked your....". Alright i saw this in my ntu mail, it din mention which sch i was allocated. And i've no time to check studentlink atm, cus gonna rush for tv pract.

As i mentioned in my previous post, i only listed 2 choices for application. The 1st one was peking uni, blur blur chose wrongly the option which is only applicable to cs students. (Mine shld be under fee-paying for chs students) . So im auto ineligible for the 1st choice. Only left with the 2nd one, it left me guessing could i have gotten fudan. But there's only 1 placement left for next sem when i applied. I thought i wun get it. And im still hoping tat if i cant get anything, i will be invited for 2nd round, then by the time, i could re-choose peking uni, cfm can get cus got like so many places opened for chs students.

Yet, it ended up this way. 我想是注定的。我和北方无缘。

I gotten the place which i longed to go. 天南地北天差地远，天气就是一大问题，食物也是。I cant even rem the speciality of peking's food, i think the only thing i felt it's worth to eat is the peking roast duck. The rest i only rem it's bad. 讲到口味，南方的比较适合我们，毕竟我们是南洋人！Haha. 杭州对我来说是个值得纪念的地方，而且我超想回去回味一下的，这么靠近上海。还有我的横店影视城，我梦寐的古装。那时候选择没去，超后悔的。这下也有可能实现了。

有天时、地理，就是少了人和。

要是没人陪我去的话，或是没有志同道合的朋友，再美的地方，想做的事情，会不会就此报销。有些事还是不能一个做，这样就不好玩了。

My worries are i've to be alone overseas, can i really manage? Well, im considered independent for work, but when it comes to personal life, i definitely need accompanies. Think im too used to it, as im seldom left alone.

我是个不能压抑的人，有事就要说出来，不管对谁，至少要有一个人听我发泄，一起分担，听取意见。不然整个人会很down，down 到一个境界时，心里的空洞会变深渊。

If i accept, gotta submit application/reults, apply hostel, book tickets. So many admin stuff to do. Unlike poly "bao ga liao". And if no other ppl from my course gg with me, i will have to find my way to fudan when i alight from the flight all by myself. 我是路痴耶，一定迷路迷惨了。

我是蛮想出去走走透透气的，我已经放弃过一次香港交换的机会了，现在拿到想去的，再错失的话，好像太不应该了。等到明年有人陪，也不是绝对的，期中变数也不知道。

I think i will have to find out whose going besides me first. Anyway if i wait for next round, it will be dur my yr 3 sem 2, isnt it abit too late. I could make friends that's true. But wat if im so unlucky din get to find ppl with same frequency, i cant possibly go shopping myself rite? Dilemma again. Im always facing to prob of making choices which i hate to.

Exhausted

2009-09-10T01:13:00.006+08:00

Tv pract ended super duper late today la. 4 hrs of live studio recording, taken longer than expected. It shld be a within 2 hrs thingy. It extended to like 9pm then ended. I dun even have dinner lo. Inside the control room, all i could say is "Hectic". Cus the cher just threw us in there after allocating the roles. We dun even have time to practise and so i have to take initiative ask the seniors tv pract heads inside. Some are really nice and patient ppl. But there's this one whom irks me.

Im doing sound btw, basically to state it simple it's just to on/off the mics. It sounds easy, yea it is. But sometimes it can be tricky when if timing goes wrong. Cus there's this presenter talking then when she finished her last line, i will have to off her mic and at the same time on the other button [sound for the VTs (footages)] on the panel. This is pretty alright after i get used to it. Fyi, VTs are made up of the diff segments compiled tgt, like im doing tech, then there are news, food, movies.

And then suddenly in btw there's this clip came out with the sound exceeding range, i was shocked too. This senior came n questioned me like why the sound gg off. I din noe that the vol. was so much difference, cus previous vt was softer, so i increased the vol. how on earth could i predict the next one would be tat loud. I explained to her and i did apologised. But she commented in a pretty harsh tone that i dun have to put it so high up, shld have put in lower then slowly increase if it's too soft. Alright im willing to correct my faults, but she dun have to be so attitude right. The tone is like...suck up lo. She even added like: If not it's noise not voice. Wat the...

Some ppl just have the arrogant aura. Come on la, experience so wat. Shld have shown more patience to teach. 1st try leh. That's why they are there to lead us mah.

Anyway im really super shag today, cant stay focus at all esp it's almost 12 hrs non stop of lessons n work for me. 8.30am morning lesson, yest i slept late cus doing my 204 ppt. Then after tut, went for tuition (so no nap for me) then straight after tat rushed down for tv pract. 9pm...This was the worst. Im still 奢望ing could faster go off catch some rest.

句点。

2009-09-06T04:56:00.004+08:00

我本以为会尴尬，其实也还好。我的感觉...只有好奇吧。至于其它感触，没有。会把我的事告诉她吗，还是当粉笔擦掉。我还蛮想知道的。

最熟悉的陌生人，就是这种感觉吧。没有任何眼神交集；没有互动；没有谈话。一句话也没有。是在避忌什么吗？失望不是因为那个原因，而是连最基本朋友的交际都无法保留。是种惋惜。

值得安慰的是，人始终会成长渐而接受现实，大家都学会不再停留，继续往前走。很庆幸，我没有成为负累。没有承诺，就得放开。我想我早就看透了，也看开了。

让一切画上句点。

What to do...

2009-09-01T23:31:00.009+08:00

Feeling lost. Im still not in study mood. And there seems to be so many things going on and coming up. Besides the lagging of readings for all modules, there's projects to do, presentations to prepare...要的时候没有，现在全部通通都有，感觉又好像太多了。

Oh and my 21st birthday party in another 2 wks time, pretty fast. Why do i wish that my birthday wun come so soon. Weirdo me, 1st time got this kind of feeling, hoping to postpone my birthday. Haha.

Then in oct, moving hse. Have been looking forward to it all along. But im worried i have no time for all these. So many projects/presentations/reports due in oct, average 1 per week when i come bk from the 1 wk break. Oh n there's some tests too. Week after week...everything squeeze tgt in that period of time. Haiz, maybe it's just not the right time.

上个星期六的晚上，回到家没事干，坐在沙发独自发呆，不知道为什么，突然开始发慌。想起好像很多东西得做但又提不起劲儿动手完成。那种心慌，感觉像是...跌落谷底，爬不上来，很无助、很可怕。脚软手软。思绪很乱，心里很空。

I tried diverting my attention to my fav. hk dvds in order to get out of this "emptiness" feeling. Haha. It always work w/o fail. 只有沉浸在我的港剧里，我才可以暂时什么都不去想、不去理。虽然有逃避意味，但是至少当下享受看戏的我是充实的。不至于心慌慌。

But i just finished the only one left hk drama i have in hands. Anyone got shows to lend me? Im addicted. Heex.

通常大家都以为难过的日子，时间应该过得很慢。但回想起来，怎么好像enjoy的日子感觉上，经历的时间还比较长，也许是够丰富吧。日复一日，单调的日子就只是一天一天地过而已嘛。谁说煎熬是漫长的。时间过得快，不代表充实。而是更快面对行刑。

我什么都不想做。

Continued...胜利的标志 "YEAH"

2009-08-24T18:48:00.095+08:00

Ok, to continue my story for yest. Just as I was abt to end work yest at info, i received another call from the agent telling me that the mum decided to engage me back for tuition. He told me tat the mother was trying to 讨价还价, so it's all a misunderstanding.

But i was really pissed off with that woman, so i insisted to quit. He pestered me for 15 mins kept on persuading, in fact i felt as if i was been forced to teach. Hello im not obliged to teach her kids, i have my rights to choose. I told him my point was since the parent doubted my abilities, why not jus forget it and find another better(in her pov) teacher for her kids. 我才不稀罕，好马不吃回头草，更何况是毒草。而且那女人把我当什么，呼之则来，挥之则去。门儿都没有。我又不是要靠那200块钱开饭。这是原则问题。

The agent explained tat it's all a misunderstanding, and put on the blame on himself instead of the mum, saying tat it's all his fault to have convey the wrong msg. I know. He's just trying to salvage his commission. I dun blame him, im jus pissed with the mum. Anyway i just tell him to simply find another one for this family, but he said he has been helping her to find for 2 weeks plus and it's hard. Of cus la, with this kind of parent, haiz. It's definitely not easy.

Something sudden happened this afternoon when i was abt to have my lunch. When i sat down with my food, i received a call from an unexpected person. Guess who? It's the 2 kids' mum, she actually called me to ask if i could stay on teaching her kids. There's another version of the story. She said she's not sure wat happened btw me and the agent, and why i din wan to continue anymore. She's using a pleasant tone btw. Act blur lo, i dun believe she dunno wat she has said. I mean couldnt be the agent anyhow say finding trouble rite? Ppl still wan to earn a living one.

I told her that since she has doubts in me, so im willing to just give up this tuition. Im fine with it. She then said in a pleasing tone:"哎呀，你读到大学而且是中文系，怎么可能不好？我觉得你很不错啊！"

Then she went on and on persuading me to stay. Like...the agent cant find others, already dragged for 2 wks plus...her kids like me cus no generation gap... previous teachers are middle aged aunties so very naggy towards the kids...bla bla bla...

早知今日，何必当初。

我并不是吊起来卖。只是觉得不服气，咽不下那口气。那15mins的说尽好话和她的好声好气显然是因为有求与我。说到底，I still dun quite believe her. It's all crap. 谁知道她是不是双面人。讲一套，做一套。如果哪天她发神经，又找我麻烦，我岂不是吃力不讨好。

虽然她只是为了讨好/敷衍而说出那番话，但是我心里还是有爽到，因为是她要挽留我，是她先低头而不是我。其实，过了一晚，火气也全消了。而且她打来，我感觉是讨回了一个公道。坦白讲，在通话中，曾有几秒钟被动摇，考虑要补回。因为那两个小孩华文程度并不差，一点就明，还蛮好教的。If not cus of the mother, shld be quite an easy task.

Anyway i ended the conversation by replying tat i need some time to consider and will have to contact the agent for the final arrangement.

Jus as i was thinking if i shld take bk this job, i received another call from other agency. I've gotten a new assignment, teaching a korean teenage gal basic chinese. $30/hr somemore. 不用说，我当然是另谋高就了！都说了东家不打打西家。而且"价高者得"本来就天经地义。Lol.亏那女人还嫌贵，受不了。

这个教训告诉会我们不要鸡蛋里挑骨头，没事找事做找碴。

Fed Up

2009-08-23T19:49:00.019+08:00

Some parents are simply outrageous. So fed up now. I took up a new assignment at payar lebar. Went for the 1st tuition on sat. 2 kids, p3 n p5. But just now the agent called and said tat the mum think the the fees is expensive. Hello, $20/hr is the market rate for pri sch kids lo. Dun believe can go check it out. Those who teach shld noe.

Somemore we've already agreed on the rates b4 i accepted this assignment. Initially, i rejected this job cus it's less than $20 per hr, but the agent said it's negotiable, and so he discussed with the mum, in the end we all agreed on this rate. 可是现在这个没口齿的老女人竟然出尔反尔，趁机压低价钱.

That woman complained to the agent that she thought i've already graduated from uni so she agreed on $20. Wat she meant by she din noe, isnt it that she was already informed by the agency of my qualifications. But hey come on la, she thinks that an undergraduate who is majoring in chinese studies couldnt teach primary sch kids. Kaoz. 根本就是绰绰有余。And i've a dip. in chi studies lo. Dunno wat's wrong with her brains. 更年期提早老化是吗。

Im fine with not taking up this job, as if im tat desperate to teach them. There are so many other higher rates jobs outside k. Even worst, the mother claimed tat i explained things wrongly. I mean bull shit la, the stupid woman is just trying to cook up some excuse to pull down the rates. Wat the hell.

Sat after the tuition which was supposed to end at 6.30pm but the stupid woman held me up for 20mins, by asking me this and that abt her kids. I did patiently told her wat i observed thru the lessons although i've got something immediately after this. I still need to rush down to meet lynn they all for roy's hall prod. I'm late cus of this naggy old woman.

Actually adding up all the time i spent for this tuition was 3 hrs, and she still wanna cut my fees.
I dun mind giving this up, it's so not worth my time and efforts. Now the prob is how abt my time spent for tat tuition. 我可不想做白工，而且还亏上我的transport fees, 至少要给我一个交代吧。Kns. The agent said he will settle the fees with me later on. Hopefully he will. Just my luck ok. Im really black recently. This kinda unreasonable n petty parent is really gg extinct already. In fact, they shld. No need to preserve them.

Alright to add on oil to the fire, the agent just msg me tat their company do not collect payment from parent if they're not satisfied wif 1st lesson and so they cant pay me too. Not even a little. 3 hrs leh. It's not as if 1 or 2 hrs. God damm shit.

Sorry for my 粗俗的语言, cus im really too angry.

I recieved another sms from shirley, she told me tat since the agent who arranged this job for me din tell me abt their company's policy, they will take responsibility to pay me. Will send a cheque to me. Ok at least i din loss much in tat case. But still, the parent sux. It's her prob. 小气计较女人我见得多，这么机车的还是头一个。有必要诋毁人家的声誉来压价吗，说我解释错东西。屁啦。

Wed

2009-08-20T02:50:00.020+08:00

Adding on to No.8 and hopefully it's the LAST! No more PLS...

The story had to relate bk to mon night. I submitted my application to instep putting peking uni as my 1st choice. Then this afternoon, i realised there's an option to choose under the peking uni which is "(fee-paying)". Fyi, students from chs shld apply under this cat. cus there's a treaty signed under both schs so tat we can match course for mpe. After submission means no more changes. I think i will misss the chance again. Wat happen to me? I think i mus be overly tired on mon after lesson ended at 7.30pm. I rem tat i only saw 1 option under peking uni. I really din see the (fee-paying) as far as i recalled. But i actually saw it today. Gosh.

Anyway this evening i met gege (s) to shop at jp. Janice joined us too. Everyone bought some stuff. We spent the longest time at the accessories shop. I bought a golden bracelet and a rosy necklace which cost $5.90 each, so worth it. Esp the heart shaped with angelic wings bracelet. I love it at 1st sight although it was hung up there in a uhlu position. Bao left early for dinner at home. The rest of us headed to mos to eat. We chatted noisily for 2 hrs. We laughed like mad with tears in our eyes. As in some of our convo was really hillarious. Sharing all the 八卦s and random funny stuff. Like imidating some unique characters in our course. Lol. Some gals' topics so on and so for... Our reactions were big and we were loud. But we jus dun care. No image de la. As long as we enjoy. Haha.

Next up was this fashion. They having storewide 50% discount. So we were busy 收刮ing clothes to try on. Went for 2 rounds. It's always nice to shop with ppl who love shopping and enjoy shopping. That's the whole process which makes shopping fun. I bought a top, a jacket(white), janice got the same jacket(black) as me. Lynn got a sweet greyish dress and xin with 2 tops too.

Shopping newbie, i've got another kaki to jio for shopping trips le. Yeah and if can, jb trips even better. Haha.

Planning to go next thurs, hopefully the rest could get approval. Cus i doubt we will have time to do so when the sem gets heavier as it goes on.

Had a nice chat with janice on the way bk hall. Gald tat i stayed with someone i knew, and most imptly we've common friends. So we can go out tgt and i dun have to go bk hall alone. I'm so used to lynn's company for the whole of last yr. Anyway we realised we shared the same perception for bgr. We are all practical gals who think in the long run. We will only proceed on when we can foresee a future ahead. But sometimes there's a price paid for it. U might lose 那份单纯，那种简单。

原来要真正相处过才知道。也许第一印象有时也会失灵。

衰到极点

2009-08-18T20:52:00.026+08:00

Today really was the most unlucky day of my new sch term.

No.1: I received an email informing us that we must drop tv pract cus we shld reg under com264 instead of com483. The lecturer claims that the latter one is only for seniors (yr 3 & 4). And 264 has no more vacancies to accomodate us.

We have already gotten the mod but were forced to drop now. Then why did the system allowed us to add in the 1st place. And course content din mention any prerequisite like only for seniors or must take 264 b4hand. Somemore last wk when we asked the lecturer abt it, she said she will resolve it. Now, wat the..

1 thing i dun understand. Why radio pract i could take under com484, mine was not com265 but i still took it and earned my aus for tat. Was told that coursecode diff doesnt matter since it's a combined class. I took it in the 1st yr 1st sem somemore. *Scratch head*

No.2: As i was discussing abt the above matter with sharon over the phone, i boarded a shuttle bus to go back hall 1. After i hung up hp, i saw the bus u turning out of ntu. Then i realised i boarded the shuttle bus to pioneer.

Well, apparently, i was busy talking and forgot to see the tag or something. Who knows. The exterior and interior exactly the same for both internal and external shuttle services.

No.3: I forgot to bring my ez-link card, cus i changed bag this morning.

No.4: I got off at pioneer mrt and went opp bus stop, was told tat it shld be opp to go bk ntu. I waited for 20 mins. No shuttle came. N i missed three 179.

No.5: I went for com415 from 4-8pm. And dur the last hr, we were told to brainstorm a topic to cover and type out the outline of the feature story. On the spot submit. And hello, i just added yest. Edventure haven processed yet. So i could only see the syllabus this afternoon.

No.6:我在空中(hp)和sharon discussed for 1 hr plus abt the topic. And we were simply having brain congestion. Stucked until left 15 mins to type 4 sentences only. Too sudden le la. My ears were burning hot and the after effect now is painful.

No.7: I left my thumbdrive in the pc lab. I only realised when i reached hall. And the door was locked. There's an auto access system, will only open tmr at 8 plus. So i have to wake up early reach there b4 their 1st lect in the lab at 9am.

综合以上7大事件，得到的结论是：我真的衰到透顶了！

Ok some 不幸中的大幸.... Luckily i managed to add com415 yest. If not i would have no back up. And maybe now still busy camping at stars to 凑 5 mods. Dur today's lesson, a guy alex from smu who came for exchange at ntu wanna drop this mod. So i reserved a place for sharon. At least someone to do proj with me and im not alone.

And at pioneer bus stop. A nice indian guy borrowed me 50 cents to take bus or shld i say 施舍 me. Lol. Initially i had a $1 and wanted to exchange shillings with him. But he hadn't had enough and he just gave me all the coins he had. And he still asked: Enough? I felt so paiseh. But still lucky in a way. Haha.

I realised i'm wasting my chances of registration for ues all the while. And it's always not smooth when it comes to settling a schedule. When can i print a nicely fixed time table on the 1st day of sch? I've been "required" to go thru the 2 wks of add drop in confusion n worries every sem.

那么戏剧化的际遇，我就知道不会这么“好彩”发生在我身上。I Knew It.

Weekend

2009-08-16T18:22:00.013+08:00

Thurs after tuition met 4 in love at bugis for a chat. Fri i stayed at home whole day to finish my 仁心解码。Then sat went eai, i still prefer flelix teaching us, at least we did learnt some things. Recording was fun. I'm always off-form whenever im there. Dunno why.

After tat, i met pat at bugis to buy a pair of slippers i saw at jp but my size out of stock there so i decided to go its other branch at bugis v. We had early dinner at food court, cus i din have lunch and pat was hungry too. I had my chicken pasta as usual. But feel tat it's abit sour, not as nice as b4. Dunno is it cus recently jus had the nie's beef pasta which is superb. So in comparison, the latter one became not as good. Haha. Anyway so happy tat pasta stall moved to cant B, hooray! Dun need travel so far to nie just for it. Somemore this sem our lessons all at south spine.

At around evening time, pat's 2 friends, randy n zj came to join us as pat was really craving to watch g.i joe. Im not interested in the movie so i was thinking of going off 1st. But pat dun wanna ps me although i told her i really dun mind. So we struggled there for like an hr deciding wat to do. In the end, the 2 guys came up with the solution of giving me the rebates of the nebo card which is $2 each, 3 pax will be $6 n i just had to top up another $2. Really paiseh. But still many thanks to pat n them for the 3/4 treat. Haha.

We bought the 9.30pm tix. And we had like 2 hrs to idle b4 the show. Went arcade n mac to pass time. Pat's 2 guy friends really reminded me of fifth floor ppl. They are friendly n sociable. Most importantly, humorous ppl, so it wasnt tat slow to pass time. Some jokes were lame but funny la esp randy's facial expressions. Great entertainment like wat pat said. Lol. I rem that's a time when i did try waiting for an hr b4 a movie starts with a guy friend, but i kept looking at my watch cus he's simply too boring, kept on telling me things abt his army life which im not interested n dun understand at all.

Movie was ok for me. It's a military-themed action-adventure film. Big production i would say, with loads of effects. But dunno was it cus we sat too front, dur the show where there's this cars chasing on the road scene which made me felt dizzy in the midst. Maybe cus too fast n messy. Motion sickness is affected by visual factors too. Even though im not in it. Haha. Then towards the end, i felt nauseous. This kinda movie really dun suit me i guess. I still prefer horror,thriller n romance comedy.

Luckily i was in time to catch the last train home, if not pat, u will have to walk home to bishan le. Haha.

Fun day filled with laughters. Missed the times in olden days when im also crazily laughing over stupid jokes n nonsenses. Well, wat can i say. Time changed; ppl changed; Friendships changed too. It's always like this w/o exceptions. That's life.

State of Confusion

2009-08-12T16:02:00.013+08:00

First day of sch on tues busy snatching modules at 4pm. Cus i only gt 1 ue which is tv pract for this sem. I cant get tcm. Sobz. Ended up only 4 mods. Need one more so have to camp on stars. Managed to get jap lang only. But it seems diff though. I look at the words like very diff to write n according to xin, got more syllabus to learn compared to korean. N shit, i dropped korean to add jap leh yest. Coincidentally the timings the same. Cus i din manage to take same korean tut as xin, then thinking of taking same as bao one for jap.

Now im thinking of taking another chinese pe to take over jap instead. I scare i cant cope with all the memorising words and pronounciations, cus ppl said when u interested in this lang, u will be able to learn it. To me, it's just a foreign lang, no special affection for it. Haha. At least i do watch korean variety abit la, jap not at all. So most probably dropping. But i will only decide on next mon after i've taken both the pe's lect n jap.

Haiz, i wanna go instep but so troublesome. Im considering applying for beijing uni, but it's fee paying which means have to pay to host uni instead of ntu. Just called sph to ask abt the diverting of the scholarship for the sch fees. But she said have to submit to the board for approval. But i have to confirm the estimated amt with her 1st. Now struggling whether to apply anot. Sianz. Actually i long to go for shanghai fudan, but now only left 1 space. Scarely 1 person go like so scary. At least beijing got xin they all accompany. Or shld i just wait to apply next yr instead. By then im already yr 3, seems abit late. Haiz.

Received this dur hols thru post, certificate for my essay, oh and abit of money as prize. Not bad not bad. Haha.

Cleaning up

2009-08-09T23:25:00.008+08:00

This is the 1st thing i saw when i entered my new hostel room at hall 1 on sat when i stepped in the with sharon. I was like....wat the!? Disgusting la. Think it's cus of rain sipping thru from the windows and after 长年累月, duhduh~ it became like this. Like some drainage water marks lor. And it's just beside my bed and the stains are as long as my bed's length. Can u imagine how significant that is? Happy new room.

Went back there again on sun night with daddy and mummy to clean up the mess.

B4 & AFTER

Anyway this room is so much smaller than my previous hall 6 one. And quite stuffy due to the size and the windows cus my window grills attached a net to prevent mosquitoes or some other insects from flying in. Good in this sense la. The prettiest spot shld be the attached toilet le.

The cupboard is smaller as well, but design kind of practical to use, cus got alot of shelves, very multi-purpose.

B4 & AFTER

Great difference right?!

幕后功臣出现了！Daddy and mummy helped touched up the walls by covering the stains up. They still helped me to clean that dirty like 100yrs nv wipe de windows. Got bird shits somemore. 父母是全世界最伟大的人！Thank you~ Love u!

I did helped out too, but those easy tasks like wipping tables/cupboards and unpacking my stuff. We cleaned up for nearly 4 hrs. Reached home at 5am. Dead-beat.

Mummy cooked my fav. dishes this afternoon for lunch. So happy. Long time nv eat le. It's still so finger-licking good. Simply love it! Nv get tired of it no matter wat, nv ever. Since young.

不要小看这些家常菜，虽然简单，但有妈妈的味道。里面都是我喜欢的材料。满满的童年回忆夹杂在里头，味道始终如一，从来没变过。

Sushi Feast

2009-08-09T21:30:00.007+08:00

Supposed to be ggb's gathering today. But ended up only bao, lynn and i turned up. Met at clementi's ramenten.

We had sushi only. 99 cents per plate. We had like 26 plates in total. Each pax abt $12. Super full.

Walked around clementi's shop houses area. Saw some fabric shops selling linens and curtains. Saw this curtains with nice prints which matches my bed sheet. But ex la, 40 bucks. Consider 1st.

And i saw similar matching sofa covers as well, selling in a set of 10. But in fact i need 1 only. Shld i just move my 1 of my current sofa into my new room or shld i buy a new single sofa seat.

I did controlled.

2009-08-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

JB trip once again. Both gals '双'枪匹马went there ourselves. Cus lynn's cousin not free. Btw, we did not wait very long for 950. But we not as lucky as xt, cus when she's with us, the bus almost came immediately each time.

One good thing abt gg jb with lynn, she lives at my area or rather further than me, so there's someone now to accompany me on the long journey from tanjong pagar to marsling. Used to be me myself and i with the 45 mins long of boredom. Haha. Thanks lynn gal.

We went straight to hol plaza. Exchanged dvds cus the discs got prob. Luckily that was an old show, so no more stock. That's wat exactly we want, cus i watched abit of that show 分秒必争 b4 it got stuck, not very interesting leh. We changed for 仁心解码 instead. Yeah! I was telling lynn that im considering to buy this b4 tat cus i saw the thriller like not bad. Abt psychological cases. I love those 破案 shows. 法证先锋 & 隔世追凶are my favourites of all.

Taken at pizzahut.

After lunch, we walked around, but din really see things we like. Maybe we went in too many times recently le. But i still dun mind. Haha. More more to come. Yea yea~

When we were just abt to leave, we started to buy clothes at our last stop. I developed photos there too, cheaper mah. Oh and can get within 1/2 hr, that's pretty fast. Spent near to 40 bucks for the 200 plus pics, broke. 谁叫我收集照片的习惯。I like to see real photos from my albums, rather then from com. And it's not that reliable although i got back up in my external drive. But still, flipping thru the albums is an enjoyable thing for me. With the speed/amt of pics we took each day, i predict that i will have to spend another bomb soon.

Next stop, city sq. My best gadget for the trip is this cottage clock. $14 only. There's a whole collection of diff designs for this clock. I saw on the box cover, there's 2 other with just teapots and groceries w/0 the bakery uncle, but. I felt that he's abit extra and ugly. Spoilt the feel. Lol. They said used to have this collection, i dun rem seeing this clock at all leh, as in i went there so many times within a month.

Shopped there all the way til dinner at 9pm. 1st time trying Kenny Rogers.

It's famous for its chicken. The sauce is very peppery but quite special. The set comes with a muffin and 3 sides, there's a variety of choices. We had 2 fragrant rice and 1 potato salad. We ordered another side which is this baked potato with cheese. Din noe that cheese can really goes well with baked potato. I thought only mayonise is the best combination. I will definitely go back to kenny rogers just for the aske of this dish man. Heavenly nice! Haha.

Anyway the baked potato is so so delicious that i only rem to take the pic after i've eaten half of it. See the pic above, that explains everything.

I only bought 2 clothings for the day. Phew. I did considered longer than usual this time round and had given up some likable ones after much considerations. I did controlled.

I'm controlling

2009-08-05T22:01:00.004+08:00

Went shopping with sharon n pat at bugis street on wed. I bought a few things, and 难得 sharon bought more than me. Haha. Cus im really controlling myself not to spend too much. Next day still gg jb somemore. I think the most sastified 收获 was the fading jeans vest. I've been aiming to buy one long ago, but all very ex. And now i only got it at $15. I bought a dress at this fashion. That's abt it. Not much right. Lol.

Wonder why, ppl always said that they tend to spend more when they are with me. My shopaholic aura spreaded to them maybe. Lol~

Then we went to a jap resturant at illuma. Pat reccommended the place cus there's this special pen to take ur orders. It's self service. Just have to pin point the tip of the pen to the icon button next to the pic of the food u want on the menu then send, the kitchen will receive ur orders.

Alright, it's a fun way of ordering food. But the food sux. Totally. That explains why i din even take a single pic of the food. 色香味，没有一个及格。My bowl of unagi katsu don was terrible. Like some watering salty porridge and the unagi was full of torns. It's super duper small and not very cheap, abt 8 plus a bowl. Seriously, at that moment i rather had yoshi's salmon bowl or something, at least i can still be full and it's way better in terms of quality and price. So not worth it, i will not go bk to that restaurant again.

Pat was overly tired so not really in the mood of shopping. Can see that she's stressed up by all the teachings. Well, i did thought of teaching as a career in future but im such an impatient/easily gets bored person, even the used to be passionate ppl cant take it, can i? Although the conditions and benefits are attractive. But still, u need passion for a job in order to stay long, isnt it.

Ikea again!

2009-08-03T18:16:00.004+08:00

Yes, i went ikea again on mon with pq, but this time round is the alexandra branch. I got so many furnitures i want to buy. But i still have to wait til i move b4 i can grap them "home".

I need a display cabinet for my collections of random nice things. And a comfy arm chair for me to chiong all my dvds.

Some nice showrooms of bedrooms & kitchen.

My future home when i get married, it will be full of whites, more like Swedish Cottage Style: A light, clean, and uncluttered style, accented with architectural details. No florals everywhere cus not suitable for couples room. Haha. I still feel cottage styles more cosy, modern homes too stiff.

Now my coming home deco's theme will be the combination between Shabby Chic Decorating: A newer cottage look with soft pastels and Romantic Cottage: Full of pinks, and florals, and plenty of feminine touches.

I want to buy this stand to hang my bags. Too bad no white colour one.

I luv this checkered sofa. But it's expensive. Haiz. Budget.

Pq is pycho-ing me to buy a net for the bed like this one. Yea, i think im getting one. Haha

I din buy anything in ikea, cus the other time at tampines ikea already gotten a no. of things. Whereas for pq, she bought a few items. Curtains and a table lamp which i had too.

Does it looks like some street's cafe in europe. It's TCC @ Anchor Point. Nice ambience to stay there for a drink and chat.

Dabao kfc for my family. Cab home. Then pq, my mum and i chatted for nearly 3 hrs abt my childhood times and our family/relatives history. Haha.

Swissotel Merchant Court

2009-08-02T17:51:00.023+08:00

Celebrated pq's birthday at Swissotel Merchant Court for 3d2n. Althought it's located at clark quay, but the room was at 6th floor, so the night view not as nice. I still preferred furama's night view.

Ah yi they all reached with my bro at 4pm. We chatted in the room while munching some tibits. Boy was pestering us to accompany him play dadi. Cus he was over bored by us a room of gals talking while he's the only odd one out. In the end, ah yi they all still pei him played for an hr b4 we went for dinner at seizeriya. Pq's friends, joey n py came not long after. Joey din noe boy was my bro, she thought we are cousins. Maybe not much interactions ba. And we dun really look like one another except for eyes. Haha.

Ah yis also asked abt my 21st birthday celebration. They were suggesting to hold a party at 2nd ah yi's new condo, tgt with my 2 other twin cousins as their birthdays are just few days after me. I think most probably would be doing so with my relatives, then as for friends, i most likely woud celebrate separately with diff cliques. Cus i dun wan to be so tired running around entertaining diff groups of ppl. And we cant have engaging chats too. Cus cant focus too long in a gp then like talk abit have to leave that kind.

I dun like ppl not responding to me when im asking them questions.

Ah wei n kk joined us for dinner at 7 plus. We had 14 ppl altogether. After that, went bk hotel to cut cake. Mango cake from the hotel's cafe. It's really delicious. Not very sweet, just nice. Although i like chocolate, but sometimes i still think that it's too sweet for cake, will easily get sick of it when u have alot. Fruits cake better in this sense. Seems like i nv had a mango cake for birthday b4. Ppl, hint hint oh. Haha.

PQ, Happy 22nd Birthday!

Wed night only pq, her sis karen n i stayed overnight. The rest went home at 11pm. Karen slept in earlier as she gg for work next morning straight from hotel. So pq n i went to mac for supper. I had seaweed shaker fries. Had been eating that almost every night. Lol.

After eating, we stayed at hotel's lobby to chat for almost an hr plus b4 we went up for sleep. Chatted abt some random stuffs. Like i kana stolen the whole bag b4 at east coast, called the police then stayed at the beach for 2 hrs taking statements until night time. Nightmare! 身无分文又凄凉（晚上的海风真的很冷）。Haha.

Thurs afternoon went party world sing with joey. 3 of us only. Then dinner met hl n pat for dinner at saizeriya again. Went bk hotel for swimming. But we reached bk late at 9pm. And the pool closed at 10pm. So we only played awhile. Nv get the chance to try the steam room. Abit wasted.

The waterslide was fun. Haha. We played so many times. We tried the jacuzzi too. The coolest thing was the pool was heated water, so warm when we went in. Swimming at night is so an enjoyment. No sun and not much ppl. The only bad point is the chilling water. So when the water is warm, it's perfect!

Although hl dunno how to swim, but she still enjoys playing with water. Haha.

"WANTED" Do we look like some prisoners? I'm not having red wine, it's ribena.

Anyway pq brought alcohol too. Bailey's caramel goes well with milk. Tasted like milk tea. I like sweet alchohol. Hl n pat prefer the vodka withe ribena.

Supper again! Chinatown's frog leg porridge.

That night we were lying on the bed crapping nonsense. Recaping the 口头禅 we used to have. Egs. ala leh, 很什么，的那种....Had a great laugh. N pq's recent phrase is "的说". And she claimed that i was copying her n spamming these words 的说。Lol.

We were so bo liao that we tried talking to each other thru phone when pq was using toilet. Fyi, there's 2 telephones in the room, 1 by the bedside, 1 inside the toilet. At 1st got the doodoo sound disrupting, but then it disappeared by itself after some time, so good. Haha.

The hotel's beds are over-warm, causing us difficult to sleep soundly. It gets "heated" easily when u covered the blanket only for awhile, like 5 mins. Then u feel too warm inside, but if u dun cover at all, the air-con too cold. 热也不是，冷也不是。太保暖的被也不太好。Think cus the blanket is made of goose feathers. It's soft n comfortable but yet too warm for sg's weather i supposed. Ended up, we kept on flipping the blanket open and close over the night. Haha. Pq said she would not book this hotel again cus of this particular reason. Lol. Even though the location is good, just opp central, next to the mrt.

I found it, finally!

2009-07-28T18:20:00.007+08:00

Yest met pq at ps. Had yoshi for dinner. Then we went to spotlight again. This time round i rem to take down the pics of the ideal fabrics i want and also check out the price. It's $15/m. So ex la, if i were to make a quilt cover with that, i need at least 4m which added to a total of $60. Plus workmanship $40, it would be $100. And it's troublesome somemore.

However, i bought this at spotlight. Ready-made bed set with a quilt cover, 1 neckroll, 1 cushion and 4 pillow cases. It's having clearance sales so it cost $90. Usual price is $170. Actually this quilt cover is for queensize bed. They dun sell single bed one. There's a double bed one though, slightly smaller then the qb, and it's $70. But then no more white colour, only got blue base. I almost wanted to get that but after much considerations, i still gave in for the sake of my fav. white despite it's not the fitting size. Sometimes, things just cant be perfect.

Beautiful~ Im so satisfied with the design, colour and pattern. Simply love it. Finally found my ideal. Hooray!

I had a hard time puttng the quilt in and pining up the extra cloths. 这就是要美的代价。

This week is fully packed from mon to fri, going out everyday. Pq's hotel stay cum birthday celebration coming up tmr.

My ideal cottage

2009-07-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Well, i did some research on cottage style decorating. Now then i realised within cottage itself, there's so much different styles. But overall they shared the common point of being welcoming and warm. They evoke the feeling of that comfortable and cozy retreat we are trying to achieve.

Country Cottage Style: Bursting with farmhouse appeal. A charming mix of warm woods, rich color tones, and rustic elements.

Shabby Chic Decorating: A newer cottage look with soft pastels. A blend of flea-market finds and vintage treasures.

Romantic Cottage: Full of pinks, and florals, and plenty of feminine touches.

Beach Cottage Style: A cool breezy decorating style with sea-inspired treasures, colors and accents.

French Country Style: Dressed up farm folk style, vibrant color schemes, with a variety of fun decor accents.

Cottage Garden Style: Inspired by nature's color palette. A fresh, easy style with the look of bringing the outdoors in.

English Cottage Style: Going back in time with rich antiques, a little lace and china tea cups.

Rustic Cottage Style: A laid-back and cozy feel. A look that echoes a vacation getaway, with plenty of log cabin appeal.

Swedish Cottage Style: A newly popular decor. A light, clean, and uncluttered style, accented with architectural details.

All along i thought my ideal type of decorating is country cottage, now then i realised mine shld fall under the category of either romantic cottage or swedish cottage.

See the pics below they all belong to these 2 types.

Swedish Cottage

The first rule of Swedish decorating is to think light, airy, and pale. Walls and moldings should be painted in whites or pale pastel blues. white walls, light wood and painted furniture, unfussy window treatments, pastel colors and natural fabrics.

Romantic Cottage

Romantic cottage style decor is very similar to what many people associate with a shabby chic decorating style. Romantic style homes are filled with every shade of pink and white furniture, accessories, accents, and fabrics.
A floral motif is seen throughout romantic cottages in some form or fashion. It's a very soft and feminine style of decorating with comfort and beauty in mind.

Tampines IKEA

2009-07-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

Went ikea at tampines on fri. I felt the place smaller and the showrooms not as many compared to alexandra one if i nv rem wrongly. Cus it has been ages since i last went to ikea like dur sec.

There's only 1 showroom which i like so i took down this pic. Although i would reallly like to have more whites in my room but doubt i could do so cus my mum dun allow me buy white furnitures. She said will get yellowish n dirty easily. True la, but i still like white no matter wat. Haha.

I bought the lacy flower prints curtain in this room for $15 only.

Im aiming to buy a wooden white chair but it cost $76. Consider 1st ba. And i bought this white table lamp for $4.90, so cheap.

As usual, royston is always doings unusual things. Lol.

I missed out the 彭版狐狸精pic. He ran away b4 i could take the pic in time. But nvm below ones not bad too.

Royston哥哥终于出柜了！看他兴奋的样子。没错，他找到了等待千年的梦中情人。让他勇敢的

就是这只龟仙人！感动吧！

Flower pot & birthday cake hats.

Some other furnitures im considering. I want a white desk. I really love this but the price...almost $700. Gosh!

My main target of the day was to buy bed linen.

I saw 2 cottage alike ones but still not my ideal. It's much much more cheaper compared to buying cloths at spotlight and ask ppl to tailor-made. This cost $19(quilt cover + pillow cases). But the custom made quilt cover at least need $60 including the workmanship itself for $40 and the amount of cloth materials i need to buy. So much difference lo. Should i really spend so much on it, for the sake of the prints. Anyway both out of stock.

We had dinner at ikea cafe. They meatballs were yummy esp with the brown sauce.

Took cab back to tampanies one and shopped there for a while. Anyway we met a fierce woman at the taxi stand. We saw a cab and just as we walked towards it, and roy going to open the door. A voice hit us hard: Excuse me, the queue is here. With a rude face n tone. Alright it's a OL saying that we cut queue. We were stunned too cus we din noe the queue was there initially as the shuttle bus stand was also along the road so we thought they queueing for shuttle bus. I mean ya she could tell us in a nice manner right, dun need to be so fierce de wat. As if we did it on purpose. Well, we still said sorry cus we are ppl with good manners.

Saw someone on the mrt using this cottage look bag. So i 偷拍下来。Wonder where she bought it. Got the urge to approach her and ask. But i dun dare to. Haha. The bag is so lovely. Photo abit blur cus she was leaving her seat soon after. Im not in time to take a 2nd one.

Daddy bought a comforter yest, the design is pretty ok, but i felt the colours too bright.

JB trip again few days ago. I bought 7 sets of clothes in a day. My god. I just cant help it. Seems tat no one can stop me. I will curb myself when im back in sg. Hopefully =x

Finally bro got his dream clothes, checkered shirt with vest. I bought him a vest over there.

Some ppl are born nice. Some ppl are not. I met both kinds. And this makes me feel more cherishable towards the nicer ones. Im gald that i dun need to tolerate her anymore. How on earth did she get in, and until now she's still here.

我只能说她不配，她本来就不该属于这里。以前觉得多她一个不多，事实上少她一个也不嫌少啊。她是我们当中最不受欢迎的一个，不是吗？不然干嘛围攻的对象总是她。我现在终于明白为什么以前这么多人讨厌她。问题不在别人身上，而是她自己，但她从来不觉得自己的性格有问题，只会怨天尤人。得饶人处且饶人，她从来都不会。所以人家也不会对她客气。

She's picky and hard to get along. This is so dislikable. 我想我还是和随和的人比较处得来，如果你和我计较，我也会计较到底。我只迁就值得我对她好的人。可是你，不值得。Simple as that.

Farewell Lunch

2009-07-21T00:52:00.015+08:00

Doreen is going for australlia to study for 2 yrs. So we had a surprise lunch with her at this cafe last sat to bid her farewell. Btw the food so so only nia, not very nice in fact.

Nice furnishing at a cosy corner of the cafe, so we decided to take some pics there. Like some cottage home. Opps.. recently im really so obsessed in "cottage".

上个礼拜过的很充实，因为每天都出门。只有星期五留在家休息看戏。时间过得刚刚好。下星期还没plan 好，大家快来约我吧！Haha.

现在在看《败犬女王》，还蛮好看的。
戏里面说，年轻的恋爱靠感觉就好，只要在一起，什么都不要紧；30岁过后的爱情只能看条件来抉择，因为感觉是不切实际。年轻就能够单纯靠感觉吗？可能是我太早熟了。

Sunday morning plus night

2009-07-20T00:40:00.006+08:00

Yest watched harry porter with pq, sharon n my bro at the cathy. It's foc btw, cus it's an event organised by pasir ris cc, some annual report of the youth group there plus free movie screening after the session. Luckily the talking part ended pretty fast.

The show was alright for me cus im not really into harry's series, previous episodes i also din watch b4. So starting abit confused, but overall still ok, can still understand as a whole. After the show, i did clarify some of the parts with pq though.

Anyway this is the polo tee i bought for him at jb. I personally quite like it. Smart.

Movie ended at 4 plus. We walked over to ps. There's a japanese food fair organised by carefour. The cheesecake n sushi were so cheap. We all bought some. Then sharon went home. And the rest of us went back to the cathy tohave dinner at astons. 1st time there, have been wanting to try. I had fish fillet with herbs, taste not bad. The set comes with 2 sides dishes. I like the baked potato. And the price was reasonable. But i still think saizeriya's food more tempting to me since the price range abt the same.

和弟弟出门还真是有点烦呢，老是爱碎碎念，和他说话又答非所问，都不知道在啰嗦个什么劲儿。总是有一大堆摸不着头脑的孩子气儿的话。有代沟！Haha. 毕竟还是个长不大的小男生，稚嫩的很。好在他还算听话。不过不骂不行。

After dinner, we walked around ps. I went spotlight to see the bedding stuff. Saw a set of nice cottage design bed set with pillows but it cost 1oo over. I did consider of buying it but there's only for queen size bed, mine is single. I also saw some lovely fabrics with flower prints and i saw one which really fits my room's theme. Got the sweet cottage feel.

After that went to the arcade and pq played the jackkpot machine, i dun really know wat's that called. Those push sweets one. And she gotten a soft toy. We chose the teddy bear at 1st but then we changed our mind and exchange for 2 pillows instead. So that both of us can own one each. Heng we took pics with the teddy b4 returning. Heex.

I called daddy to bring us to mustafa cus i wanna buy quilt over there. And i bought a cotten one for 39.90. Saw some random fabrics over there too. Daddy suggested me to buy cloths myself and ask tailor to custom made the quilt cover if i really cant find ideal designs. Shall go ikea see 1st to find those ready made ones. Hopefully they got such cottage like prints. We left for supper after that at kopitiam. Was deadbeat when i reached home at 6am.

These were not bad, but i still prefer the white base flower prints fabrics at spotlight, although more ex but nicer la. Aiya 4gt to take pic at spotlight.

The connection is no longer there, like before. I feel. Common interest, right frequency, sense of belonging... Losing day by day. Friendships do fade.

A meet out with close friends, it can be that simple but must be engaging at least. If u feel enjoyable at the end of the day, it's worth the meet.

从来没有想过我的家会被人羡慕。我不否认我的家庭算是不错的了。至少我有疼爱孩子的父母。体贴的daddy（每天会打电话问我们要不要吃supper）和疼我的mummy（就算工作再累，也总是会煮一些绿豆汤给我排毒清热）我是幸运也是幸福的！也许这些点点滴滴很日常，但不是每个人都享有这样简单的快乐。所以要学会“知惜、珍惜、相惜”。

Overspent

2009-07-18T18:57:00.153+08:00

I went JB again on tues. But this time round with a diff combination-lynn and her cousin xt. Although i always go there, yet it's a rather diff feel. We were on a real shopping spree. Haha. I spent over 100 sing dollars. And both xt and i literally went bankrupt towards the end, so we had to borrow money from lynn. She's the most 精打细算 when she's overseas she said herself. The good thing was she nv forget to standby with her hp's calculator converting the rates for us, thanks gal. Haha.

See the plastic bags. 满载而归~！

I finally got to buy my "missed out" shoes i mentioned earlier on. 就是它让我朝思暮想了整整一个礼拜。

However i almost lost it once again. Reached city square at 3plus, traffic was surprisingly smooth. Straightaway i went to that shop to find my pair of shoes, but it was not on display at all which means totally sold out. I was so disappointed at that moment, 但我没有因此死心喔。I still went down to some other shoe shops since there were so many in the mall. And yea, i found it! Although they only got 2 colours, pink n white, dun have the initial light yellow i wanted to buy. Still, i bought it w/o hesitation. The design is simply lovely! See~ I'm right hor? Sooo Sweeet~

Rabbit prints.

Both xt and i bought a nike water bottle each. We headed off to hol plaza after xt got a pair of vintage shoes. It's branded but after discount less than $20 nehx. She almost wanted to get exactly the same 2nd pair to stock. Lol. Lynn got herself slippers too, so rare that she bought flats instead of heels. Haha. Had pizzahut for lunch cum dinner at around 5pm. Xt was so contented with the meal cus she cant believe we spent less than 10 bucks for such scrumptious meal. Haha.

Then the shopping race started. B4 that was just a headstart. We almost walked into every shop and we really did looked thru the clothes and stuff and not just glancing. This was what i called detailed shopping.

I bought a top with similar prints like my rabbit shoes and another 2pc pink dress in the same shop i went with hl n pq last time. Rem the white dress with vest, yes it's that shop. This particular shop sells nice clothes at reasonable price. Lynn got a nice black ribbon dress, something diff from her usual style. Sweet and sophisticated i felt. Xt had a top too. I realised she goes for the vintage style for dressing and even bags or shoes. Mine is cottage for now. Haha. The salesgal gave us membership cus we bought over 150 rm.

Went bk city sq and it was 9pm already. Accompanied xt to buy the sugar bag she saw earlier on. And we walked around inner city. I tried a black top there. It's abt $10 sing. So i gave the cashier 30rm. Then i was like waiting for the change. The cashier stoned for awhile then said 49.90rm. I was shocked, cus i thought i saw it was 24.90, no wonder he was staring at me waiting for another 2 more notes. Lol. Ok i saw wrongly. Abit ps to put it back la, so i just bought it. Actually that top also not bad la. He gave me discount 90 cents cus we couldnt find coins. Haha.

9.30pm, almost all shops were closing. But we still din finish walking inner city. Once again, it's xt and i buying something. Lynn was saying xt can be on par with me in terms of shopping craziness. Not bad arh, got new kaki. Lol. I gotten 2 pairs of shoes in total. And some acccesories like hairclips and necklace.

We left at 1opm since eveything was closed by then. We were still saying how good if there's midnight sales. Haha. Lynn said we could go in often even when sch starts, cus we are off on fri(s). And even nearer to go from sch. Lol. Looks like both of them did enjoyed the 1st time JB trip and left a good impression, so there's more to come. More ppl to pei me in future, yeah~

Swimming at condo

2009-07-15T23:20:00.011+08:00

Went swimming with pq at 2 ah yi's new condo. Ah yi was working so 2 uncle opened the door for us. Finally we got to see their new hse. But still rather empty. The living room is quite spacious, maybe cus that's no sofa, and rather empty still. Rooms are quite small except for master bedroom. Condos nowadays really very cramp. Somehow i still feel that hdb is better in the sense of spaciousness n money worthy. Cus condos super ex la, and still need to pay $200 extra every mth for maintenence fees. I find the security guard hse is just for displaying only, as if the old uncles/aunties can catch theives at their middle age or some even retired age. Well, at most live there for the sake of convenience usage of facilities.

Im so anticipated to move, if only i could move in during this holidays. Another 3 months to go, long wait.

Soon, went off to the swimming pool after placing down our stuff.

Swam abit then we were very bo liao so pq decided to help me take pics to pass time.

Pq was missing from these pics cus she insisted not to take any photos. Luckily the pool no many ppl, if not like so ps, im posing in the water like some so called "model". Lol.

I admitted that i went there play water only, i swam fewer laps than pq. Haha. Cus I felt giddy after trying to learn free style myself so went up rest while pq continued swimming. I only know how to swim frog style. I like to float on the water lying on my back. Not so tired and i can move faster by just kicking the waters.

I also abit no mood to swim after been interrupted by an incident happened in the midst of our swim. Pq realised a female security guard was looking at us for very long, and i thought she was just dutying at this area. But after sometime, she called us over to verifiy if we were residents here.

We told her that we were visiting guests, but she said we are not allowed to swim unless with the company of the resident. She further explained that a resident called the guardhse to complain, that's why she bo bian had to let us leave the poolside. And when i asked if the person was swimming too. Her ans was someone from the blocks. How could it be. U mean some kepo+aing neighbour (with good/perfect eyesight/binoculars) looked down from upstairs saw us (suspicious strangers) in their pool, so they got so paranoid and complained. Oh and the person must have good memory too. 最好是过目不忘，知道所有住在这里的人的样子的说。Ridiclulous lo. My aunt also just moved in. Obviously the guard was lying, trying to find some lame excuse, but come on la, use a better one right.

Initially we wanted to stop swimming, until pq called 3 ah yi and told her abt this. 3 ah yi found this unacceptable cus she herself got condo, and she nv heard of such rule. Anyway condos do allow guests to swim. Residents paid $200 every mth for the facilities, why cant they invite guests to use them? It's not as if it's a hotel's pool, then cannot la. So she asked us to pass the phone to the management office and she wanna talk to the manager. Cus she felt that if we dun settle this prob now, then in future we would still meet the same situation.

So we walked into the air-con office with water still dripping from our swim wear. Lol. The man still rem she was mrs yan, cus she came with 2 ah yi b4 to settle some admin stuff. He explained that just need resident to "show face" maybe for like 5 mins. So he talked to that security guard who attempted to chase us away and we went bk to swim. 3 ah yi so cool! Haha.

I was cam-whoring at the bench while resting.

Finished bathing at 7 plus. Met ah wei at J8 for dinner. We went cafe cartel. I had a meat lover set with sauage, pork chop and chicken chop. Really alot of meat and quite big portion too. Cant finish. I tried mango-orange smoothie too which was super nice. Pq n ah wei had chicken chop with fish fillet, not as nice cus the sauce was sweet, tasted weird.

Then we walked to 3 ah yi's hse, cus i wanna borrow dvds. Left at 11pm. Luckily i was in time to catch the 2nd last train home.

PS: If anyone wondering why am i wearing such lkk swimming costume, that's because i last min dig out somewhere from my cupboard. My previous one lost long ago. Too long never swim le. Maybe shall get a new one, still considering, cus im not really a swimming person.

I wanna go ikea some day!

Shopping with PQ

2009-07-13T23:14:00.005+08:00

Went bugis v with pq today. We met in the evening and straight went to a shop lavender closet at level 2. Cus pq saw its online blogshop yest and she thinking of gg there buy her new clothes for birthday. We spent like 2 hrs there. The lady boss is a friendly and nice person. Quite young though. She helped pq to choose the suitable ones for her to try and give her advices/tips on dressing.

Pq gotten 2 dresses and 1 belt in all. One lady black dress with laces matching a high waist gold belt. Something diff from her usual style, more details and not so plain as b4. I think it's lovely and smart looking. Another one i personally quite like it. It's a black n white checkered dress with an attached 3/4 jacket on the outside. It's kind of casual and sweet. She spent $130 plus altogether after discount. Ok i din buy any clothes today as i tried not to, cus i know i have to save up for tmr's jb spree. Lol. 我当然要有备而去。

We had dinner at the level 2 hk cafe. Tried the grilled pork chop, not too bad. But i 4got to take pic cus im too hungry by then. Pq had chicken chop and a mango pudding with ice cream. Quite nice. But i still prefer ice monster, so shiok. We had a set of pork sausages with chicken bones as side. There's only 4 pcs pricing at $6.50. And each one of them was pathetically petite. Even sadly it tasted...(=_=''')

Then we continued walking the same level. There's alot of 3 for $5 offers for earings. So i ended up buying 4 pairs and pq 6 pairs. 今天终于轮到pq大丰收了。

Went jco to rest. We got the same pair of hat earings. And pq bought a mini hat hairclip too. It's cute but i dun dare to buy cus i worry it's gonna be too "AA"(attract attention) if i wear it to sch. Heex.

My ribbon hairclip.

I saw the same top in a shop at level 1. It's selling at $12. And i paid $15 for it yest in another shop at level 2. Why let me saw that 囧~ And another bad thing was when i came back home, my mum told me that this top's colour run. And my pretty white dress which i only wore it for once yest became the victim. 囧+囧~

最近不想呆在家看戏，老是想出门往外跑。可能之前看太多了，有点腻。出门时间过得比较快嘛！休息太久了。

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有所感悟

2009-07-13T22:22:00.018+08:00

感悟 1：
昨天在餐桌上没有什么谈话，各自发呆。餐厅又没什么人或声，显得格外安静。平淡尴尬的气氛对比当年吵闹却自然的氛围。是熟悉还是陌生？虽然大家认识很多年，但是感情始终淡了不少。是环境是岁月。回看起当年的那些点滴，热闹欢乐自然的相处，已不复存在。如今只剩下形式的聚餐。有点惋惜。不过这就是人生。

感悟 2：
我一直觉得shopping就是要找对的人去才会enjoy.而且要刚好"gum key"得要一定“熟度”才行。这个消遣对我来说有时还会是种增进默契和感情的方式。

Shopping的目的就是要轻松。自在舒服是首要，结果是次要，过程最重要。没有首要条件，结果什么也买不成。即使有人陪我shop，但这他和我逛不来，让我选的话，我宁可自己一个人走，也不想有束缚地“轻瞄淡看”browse 过就算，多没意思。

不过也蛮难得可以找到对的shopping kaki，因为不是每个和你谈得来的人都可以跟你shop得来。不过谈不来的人，更不用说，就一定不可能和你逛街了。

Midnight activities

2009-07-12T15:02:00.007+08:00

Yest pq came my hse after watching fireworks at marina square. Then daddy came fetched all of us(mummy, boy, pq n me) for supper at 2am. We went henderson to have teochew porridge.

I was talking to my bro abt getting him some bermudas at bugis. Then daddy suggested to bring us to abc shop cus he saw some cheap clothings there. So we went to the 24 hrs shop at serangoon after eating. It was 4am by then. Haha. Got my bro some t shirts only, cus the bottoms cmi. Then my bro started buying tibits there as if it's all free, or 他老豆开的.

Can u imagine, we spent near to 60 bucks there. My bro bought 24 M&M chocolate tubes at one go. Cus it's selling at $1.05, cheaper than ntuc. He claimed that he's buying at least 1 tube everyday from ntuc. He's crazy. 都是因为霹雳MIT的后遗症。他在模仿炎亚伦在剧中一直吃那罐巧克力来思考问题。我老弟声称他会变“聪明 ”。我告诉他小心中糖尿。He's still a kid. Haha.

Then suddenly in the middle of the night, i received a rare call from hao. He's toning with mel n san. So asking if i wanna join them. This guy 重色轻友one lor, gf went malaysia then asked us out. Kns. Haha. The whole hol nv meet the guys le, so i headed down to east coast with pq. When we reached there at 5 plus, they were "kiaping" soft toys.

For the big ones, can ask the person 放水open the machine to arrange for u a good position. Not too bad. Mel tried so many times b4 getting the big doraemon. But he's also suay la, cus a guy after us got 3 doraemons with 3 tries. He's super lucky. Or maybe mel no skill. Lol.

Hao only interested in those small small ones. N he spent more than 10 bucks to get one. Watse money sia. Pq got a mini doreamon by herself, but she dun wan keep. She's just playing for the sake of the fun, so she gave it to me. N i exchanged for the mini hello kitty below with san. Cus it's sweeter. Heex.

It was 6am by then, we went for mac breakfast. Left at 7am. Mel n san sent me home. Btw hao was driving his bro's car, cus he just gotten his liscence. And he's so 跩 with this, cus when we saw the sky was redish as if it was gg to rain, he proudly commented: 今时不同往日. Dots...

Short VS Long
短发/长发，随心所欲。

Gald that all my friends felt tat i look ok with short hair. At least til now, there's no bad feedback. That's good news to me. Heex.

那些搬搬抬抬的东西...望着你们为我付出的背影，我就知道你们有多疼我。我爱你们！Daddy & Mummy~

Liang Court

2009-07-11T17:13:00.058+08:00

Fri afternoon after course registration, I was lazing around my bed taking pics to pass time. Cus meeting 4 in LuV at night. Long day esp when u woke up earlier than usual.

This is my new haircut and i tried doing diff hairstyles wif it. Abit limited though compared to last time.

4 in LuV once a week dinner gathering again on fri. Specially went to liang court's Saizeriya, an italian restaurant for dinner. I intro them to this place cus that time ate there b4 wif pq. I strongly recommend the steak, it's juicy n tender. N the brown sauce is superb. Plus a nice side dish, drumsticks would be the perfect choice. Taste like pizza hut's ones though, therefore alikely yummy too. But basically it's much more cheaper. All rather reasonable price range. I only spent 10 bucks for the meal (+gst..) Worth it!

After dinner, we took some pics. We shld have taken with the food actually, but we only realised after finishing everything. Cus usually we were like hungry ghosts, gobbling up the food b4 we rem anything. Haha.

莲儿的胃可以伸缩自如，只为了美食。除了水，无论多少都填不满，因为她是一条前世渴死的鱼。Haha!

S'pore shortage of water is all because of u. Maybe she can become sg's next reservoir, store so much water.Lol.

Hl's Before & After meal "eat too full" LOOK....久违的“屁股”舌头的庐山真面目。Pls enlarge pic to have a closer view of exibit.

Anyway the restuarant was packed wif ppl yest. The waiter even took wrong orders. Sharon wanted a smoked duck pasta, but he served a plate of smoked duck meat only. Although he took back to exchange for us but he rebutted us: Not smoked duck meh?! Sharon said she pointed to the menu pic when ordering. Hl was the most 经典one. She exclaimed: 还敢顶嘴！We all burst out into laughter. But i not sure the waiter got hear anot, cus he was walking away. Haha.

大胆狂徒，竟敢顶撞皇后，罪该万死！给我掌嘴，再拖出去斩了。

Anyway this triggered our memory on another simliar joke during china's immersion. Hl still rem the whole scenerio, and she recapped the story to us. That day, we were all having dinner at a restaurant, then michelle thought of dabao-ing some food bk for jac, cus think she's sick resting at hostel or something. While the waiteress was picking up some food into the containers, Sharon suddenly blurted out: 狗奴才，做得好。The waiteress startled for a while with the chopsticks in her hands. We were all stunned on the spot. But actually sharon was referring to michelle. That period of time we were always fooling around, used to giving her nicknames. Then michelle tried to salvage the embarrassment by responding to sharon (admiting to the identity herself). Haha.

Walked around the jap supermarket at basement. Pat n i had orea bread ice cream. I love the layer of soft sponge cake. While sharon n hl had their all time fav. mochi ice cream. Our original plan was to go chinatown point's 记得吃 have the 双皮奶。But we were too full for anything else. Somemore not enough time.

Hl got so obsessed with her crab cream croquette. Walking around the fridge 一心一意地找.

专注到走火入魔了. Lol.

Left liang court at 9 plus, walked along clark quey, and we climbed up to a platform by the river to sit . Sharon was not in the pic cus she 坚持不要爬上来。

Beautiful scenery. Felt so relax at night and only at night.

Soon we came down and sat at the usual 老地方(staircases along the river) to chat. We were talking abt planning an overseas trip during holidays for 4 in LuV. We shld've, really. Actually we discussed abt this several times already. Someday maybe. Thailand, china, hong kong...

似曾相似的香味。原来味道最记忆犹新。

还来不及，就已经结束了。

迟来的那份感动，我始终收不到。

原来我的魅力是我的笑容。好像已经不止一个人这么说过了。可能是牙齿够洁白吧。Hehe=)

Long awaited trip

2009-07-05T18:56:00.038+08:00

Yest i went JB wif pq n hl. Yeah finally after ages. Pq requested to meet earlier at 1pm but she ended up overslept. I called her 3 times to wake her up. Luckily i meeting hl at custom. So both of us went in 1st. Reached city square, walked around the inner city. Bought a top after 5 mins of walk. Pq reached very soon after, as she cab down to custom. Expected. Lol.

Hl bought me a peach & white backpack for my birthday, although it's too early. But cus i just bought a handbag recently, so atm i cant buy another 1, not for this period of time at least, if not my mum would kill me. Haha. I suggested hl to buy when nearing my birthday. But she worried would sold out by the time. So i 预支礼物1st. Thanks ppl. Heex.

Then we headed off to a shoe shop. I saw a pair of sweet shoes. It's those korean style ones, wif rabbits prints on it. 米色的帆布鞋。I like it at 1st sight i think. So i asked the salesman to get my size, but i felt tat it's abit loose. So to play safe, i wanted to try 1 size smaller. But he said no more stock. Hl felt tat he was lying cus he had to go somewhere a dist away to take the shoes. Shld be quite far away as he took some time b4 tat. Maybe he lazy to go once more. So in the end i decided to go the other outlet at hol plaza. But i regretted. Cus hol plaza totally out of stock.

很久没有去的后果就是特别容易看上东西... I started buying stuff almost immediately when i just reached hol plaza. I saw something to my liking after every 2 shops away. Haha. 很夸张对吧。我也觉得。
I confessed that im a Shopaholic!
购买欲一旦被释放，就一发不可收拾了。

我的购物清单 within an hr.
.2 dresses
.2 tops
.2 tops for my bro

I was reminded to stop buying cus left wif not much money for dinner le. Lol. And i sacrificed my hk dramas, din buy at all for the sake of clothings. Ok la, shld be worth it. Im super sastified wif my 战利品. They're all nice! Needless to say, im the only one 满载而归.

Anyway by the time we rushed back to city square after our dinner at pizzahut, the shoe shop was closed. Yet, im still in time to亲眼see the same salesman pulling the gate down infront of me. Sian sia. I tried asking him if i could buy now, but he said counter closed. Haiz. 有缘无分. I want it so badly now. Hopefully next mon when i go back, they still have stock. Pray hard. PLSsss...

Pq went home while i stayed over at hl's hse. Cus i wanted to watch brideswar. She brought back jb to exchange cus dvd cant play. When both of us were all ready to watch, it disappointed us by showing on the screen: Can't play disc. 2nd time i "almost" got to watch this show. 1st time at sharon's hse. Due to time constraint. So we watched unborn instead. I think it's not scary at all. Horror movies must go cinema watch then got feel. We had sausages for supper. Haha.

We slept at 4 plus and i woke up at 1 plus. Poor hl got tuition in the morning so she only slept a few hrs nia. And now im working at info, shun bian updating my blog. I'm anticipating the next jb trip, cant wait man. So looking forward.

Just helped my bro to match his clothings the other day for his friend's hse warming party. Here's the pic. I like to doll up myself, but i also enjoy styling others too. I think it's fun.

Happy Birthday to Lynn~

2009-07-05T17:57:00.017+08:00

It's GGB's gathering to celebrate lynn's early birthday on wed. But this time round only 格格帮turned up. Our 不入was MIA. Cus he's busy wif his work. We forgave u la. But dunno birthday gal willing to anot. 快去请示晴格格对你格外开恩吧。Lol.

Went chinatown sing k. B4 tat i met her at 4pm to walk around. I bought a bag, while she got herself 2 nice dresses. Accompanied her to do manicure. She chose a lovely black n white flowery design. I just sat down there watching a hk tv drama, the place got plasma tv for customers to watch shows while doing their nails. At first we planned to try the frog leg porridge for dinner but time too rushed so ended up had to dabao chicken rice into the ktv room at 7pm. Bao n xin joined us soon. Actually we could stay til 12am, but we left earlier at 11pm.

Xin gave us gifts from her taiwan trip. Thanks gal.

Nice rite, matching teddy bear hairbands. We've got different colour each. Roy cant have one, too bad. Haha.

Last but not least, "LYNN, Happy Birthday Gal!" This is an early wishing btw. Must wear the full set of accessories for us to see 1 day and use the pencil case wor. I got similar one too but different design. Show u when sch starts.

Updates

2009-06-28T19:57:00.006+08:00

Recently went to mustafa wif daddy on a midnight. We reached there at around 2am. The whole shopping mall was quiet wif very few ppl, and that was pretty cool. Like the whole place belongs to u. The aim was to buy bulbs for my new room's lights. Cus daddy want me to choose which brightness i preferred. Daddy intend to help me make dimable lights in my room wif the orangy effects i want. This kind of light more cosy like hotel, gt the relaxing feel. We walked there for 3 hrs til 5 am b4 we left. I was strolling through level by level, browsing for my future room decorations. I bought a candle holder, but thinking of making it into a table lamp. Of cus it's not me, daddy will do it. Daddy not only good in doing those electrical related stuff, and those 拆拆装装改改的东西也难不倒他. Thumbs up!

有时这样子和家人一起购物的感觉也蛮不错的。也好在daddy是那种会给我意见的companion.

Have been dreaming for my own room since young. Finally got a chance to fulfil it.
If everything goes smoothly, i will be able to move in by mid oct. Looking forward. Anyway im intending to design my room based on cottage theme. Maybe will buy a few furnitures but not all cus mine mostly are still functioning well. So will have to depend on the small items to decorate the place to make it feel cottage. Maybe more laces. Lol.

I changed my hairstyle recently, front looks like short hair then back remained long. And i rebonded my hair for $112, cus my 玉米烫was dragging my hair down, and i cant even comb my hair properly, 打结到很惨. Went sharon's hse watched her korean variety shows after doing my hair at lakeside's snip avenue.

We finished the Shinee dating series. They are quite cute looking la, but dbsk still the best. Haha. I preferred key n jong hyun in terms of looks and characters cus they are more lively and humorous. Tae min is too kidish, i wouldnt want a so young bf cus i still have to take care of him. I got a younger bro le, so it's enough. Minho was overly quiet as u watched down, initially i feel that he's quite cute as he's often shy. 腼腆老实型. But he seems like a sincere guy when it comes to dating as compared to key n jong hyun, cus they are more vocal, that means more sweet talks. Haha.

Anyway i still preferred the other korean dating series i watched the other time wif diff celebraties gg up each time. The format was better n funnier. But too bad only a few episodes then the prog was stopped cus the it was rapidly losing ground in the ratings. Dun understand leh, i feel that it's nice though. Haha.

Then last thurs after tuition i met up wif 4 in luv for dinner. This weekend was working throughout at info. Coincidentally lynn was working at ct og too. So we met up for dinner at kfc yest n later im meeting her too. Going for dinner now. That's it!

Busy weekend

2009-06-14T19:07:00.061+08:00

It's a busy busy weekend starting from thurs onwards. Went watched movie wif 4 in luv at cine at night but b4 tat i met pat 1st to the IT fair. Bought a epson 3 in 1 printer, can print, scan n copy, $128. I wanna try printing photos. Haha. Watched ghosts of past girlfriends, i find it pretty normal show, not very amusing, plot too common. After tat, as usual we went to centrepoint mac to chat. It's always pleasant to have crapping sessions at night, it's a form of enjoyment. Haha.

Then fri, met lynn for shopping at bugis. Yea it's bugis again! Nowhere we could thought of and we are just 穷人家的小孩. Budget budget. Lol. But we enjoyed still, nv get bored of tat place. Managed to buy quite some stuff there. I bought a cottage look wallet which i luv it. Have been aiming for quite some time, but it's always so ex. But tat day i bought it at $11 only. Happy~ Both lynn and i bought a same flora top tgt but diff colours. Lynn was saying tat she becoming to like lacy and flowery designs like me, haha. Good good, someone to share same style. Heex.

Sat was birthday celebration wif 峨眉girls at the link hotel. We booked a hotel room to stay over. We all reached hotel at around 7 plus. Then was the "Hide and seek" time for the birthday girls, they had compete to find their own gifts hidden inside the room within time frame given. Loser had to do a forfeit. And the lucky "winner" was ah geok. She was so slow in searching and made a mess of the place, more like 拆房子, she actually moved the cabinet out. Haha. As usual she was complaining and making loads of grumbles through the process. We gave her options to choose if she wanna do sexy poses wif her sexy lingerie or doing a "gong gong dai dai" video. And she chosed the latter one. So funny.

Btw the theme for the night was sexy lingerie. So we all brought one and had to wore it. We had several games after tat, and the punishment for losing was drinking alchohol. Played poker cards and "I Never" game. It was a fun game. Everyone gt a chance to say something u nv did b4, and if anyone else there who did wat u said b4, then she will have to drink.

The interesting part of the game was u can sabo someone like wat we did to ah geok for her 招牌动作. Puppy face & jellying. (Fyi, she likes to 撒娇and give tat kind of act innocent puppy look alike face). Then u can say i never act a puppy face b4. Lol. We were crunching tibits on the bed throughout the gaming session. 2 packets of chips & 1 can of chocolate biscuits. Lol.

Cam-whoring time. We were like brainstorming for all the sexy poses possibble for photo taking. But it's getting more & more wrong in the sense that...shall not elaborate on it. Well i shall also not post the obscene pics up in case ppl got turned off by us. Haha. Below were the more decent ones. Haha.

Our gp modelling pose. Ph's Sumo pose. We had a great laugh on it!

We were all dead beat after tat as the alcohol was acting. Around 4 am, i called daddy to fetch me home while the rest stayed over to slp. Cus there's only a queen size bed, dun think enough to occupy all of us.

1st tuition

2009-06-08T21:41:00.017+08:00

Today went chua chu kang for my 1st tuition assignment. Sec 3 chinese. The boy name is jonnas. His chi really quite weak. Fail that kind. His parents are friendly, luckily. Haha. Jonnas is quite obedient from wat i see now, maybe 1st lesson i dunno but at least he listened to wat i asked him to do. Sometimes he would ask strange qns, like today he wanted me to go through an article from fri weekly, cus he was interested on the topic but dun really understand the content. It's abt sch bullying behavior. He asked me how come the victim allowed the others to bully him. Lol. I realised he's more interested in 报章新闻 than 课文. Cus he very enthu asking me this and tat over the article.

Anyway i needed to use eng translate to explain the chinese words so tat he could understand better. Actually he can still speak chi fairly ok, acceptable kind. But just tat he cant really recognise/identify the words. And he 4gt the words very fast, like 5 mins ago i just told him how to pronounce and he would still stumbled over the same word again. I think he too reliant on hanyupinyin to read words. And his sch very weird, din give spelling and dun need to 作业簿. Wonder how the teacher teach sia. So 神奇. Haha. His mum said his sch like 不是很重视华文.

Previously, he was taught by a china tuition teacher but his mum said din improve so decided to hire a new one. And ya that's me. Hopefully i could help him to revive his chi ba. Now sec chi syllabus changed alot compared to the past. Got 1 选词填空 and 4 compre. Actually this kind of format beneficial to those gd in chi only cus for 选词填空 the words given are randomly picked, not necessary from textbk passages. So is 考程度. Depends on ur knowlege of words. And for those foundation not gd ones, they cant even recognise these words, how to choose the correct ans. Kids nowadays super lucky lo, still can bring electronic dictionary for exam(compo). 想当年，我们还要浪费时间查字典. But bad thing is causing them dunno how to write alot of words.

Finished tution at 6pm, 2 hrs. Then i went lot1 walk walk. There's pasar malam there. I bought a bag and some tibits. Heex.

2 days out

2009-06-05T18:22:00.008+08:00

Wed went st james wif pat n pq. We reached around 9 plus which was pretty early, not much ppl. First stayed at powerhouse for a drink then went dragonfly watched live band. After much standing, we went to gallery to rest. It's really comfortable there except the music sux. Distracting. At first when we went there in the begining also not like tat de, recently changed le. I prefered the soft music in the past.

Anyway we've gt nth to do so cam-whoring around gallery. Haha. Macham the whole place belonged to us like tat.

We left at around 12 plus. Called daddy to fetch us. Dad suggested to have supper 1st so he brought us to a coffee shop at henderson. We had teochew porridge there. Not too bad. Daddy drove me n pat bk to my home 1st then sent pq bk her hse. Pat stayed overnight at my hse. But she tong until 4am couldnt take it went to slp while i continued watched my hk drama online til 7am. But when i went in my room preparing to sleep, she actually woke up at the same time. Think she too used to her teaching timing le so not yet adjusted, auto alarm. Haha. So pat went home since she cant get bk to sleep.

We met the following evening at 4pm. Went outram to do manicure n pendicure. I did my feet while pat tried french on her nails. Quite nice oh too bad my nails not long enough, shall try nxt time. After tat we went walked around but somehow we were not in the shopping mood felt rather tiring throughout maybe cus we both din sleep much.

Then soon it's dinner time. We had traditional kaya toast bread for dinner, quite unusual hor. Lol. But nice leh, now seldom eat those food since childhood. Anyway i intro pat to the fried curry popiah to pat, she like it too. My mum always buy bk home whenever she at chinatown. After tat, we went up fifth floor to chat. Met mel they all, quite surprising they were playing bball on a thurs, i thought only sat nia. Mel walked up talked to me awhile then pat n i went to the playground to sit. Left at 9pm.

Sometimes really feel like catching up wif them but somehow i still think it will be quite awkward to do so now. Maybe it's not the right time for now.

简单

2009-05-27T20:41:00.005+08:00

曲名：简单
歌手：郭静
专辑：在树上唱歌

到现在才明白原来爱不能够重来
该习惯左手心握着一点遗憾
我的心在等待
望着窗外独自发呆
想起来所有关于你的存在
天空那么宽回忆在倒带
留一点空白才能学会释怀

想念的简单
让这星空好像特别灿烂
幸福很短却浪漫心中的简单
总在了解之后才被填埋
快乐回忆有你在不孤单
我的心在等待
望着窗外独自发呆
想起来所有关于你的存在
天空那么宽回忆在倒带
留一点空白才能学会释怀

想念的简单
让这星空好像特别灿烂
幸福很短却浪漫心中的简单
总在了解之后才被填埋
快乐回忆有你在不孤单

can you see tonight
今晚夜色好像特别灿烂
幸福很短却浪漫心中的简单
总在了解之后才被填埋
快乐回忆有你在我不孤单

This song lyrics somehow 让我有所感触。Like it!

度过多少美丽夜色，很短却烂漫。简单的喜欢；简单的从前。在了解后被填埋。已经习惯握着遗憾的美丽。心中的简单，现实中已不在。爱不能从来。快乐回忆的存在过就好。

Her another song 不说. I like this part of the lyrics.

我从来不说怎么我如此冷漠
好让那爱从我的手指缝逃脱
我从来不说无力承受这结果

I think her new album quite nice to listen.

Recaps

2009-05-24T17:19:00.022+08:00

Was kind of lazy to update blog nowadays despite im so free now. Tired of writing out details ba, cus everytime go out also do around the same thing. Now i update entries for the sake of uploading pics only.

Some recaps of the past few days...Basically slacking most of the days at home watching my hk shows. 少年四大名捕was super nice! I finished in 2 days. 林峰looks more 帅气inside. Sudden realisation he not bad too. haha. 陈建锋so cute la, he got tat baby face and his smile is so mesmerising. I like his dimples=p Heex. I think i like him since 律政新人王tat show. Haha.

Thurs met sharon n hl for dinner n movie night at the museum 2. I still think part 1 was nicer as in funnier. Maybe cus the "come alive" exhibits kind of plot was fresh back then. Then fri i met lynn, roy and janice for shopping. We went nydc for dinner again. The thin crust pizza was kind of tasty cus we ordered the "meaty" one, not much veg. We shared a tiramisu dessert wif chocolate fudge. Coffee flavour balanced the chocolate's sweetness. It's a cake wif layers of ice-cream in between, reminds me of china's pizzahut chocolate ice-cream cake but of cus tat one was the best la.

Shopping on this day was suggested by mr roy cus he wanna get some clothes n bottoms. And it fated to be a failure once again. It's either the price range didnt fit his budget (rather low for guys' standard) or he dun like the designs we picked for him, come on la, ur choices really cmi, not tat we wanna 亏你. Haha. He kept on choosing bottoms wif complicated 线条. Lol.

Then when we finally found something, the one n only after much searching tat fit his budget and we all agreed wif the design, but dun have his size. Sianz. He's really picky(in a bad way, lol ) so ended up he din buy anything at all. Gave up. He kept comparing prices wif the gals' clothes, envious of all the 10 bucks deals. Yea too bad u not a gal. Haha. Gals' clothing tough competition mah tat's y so cheap but it also means temptation for us to spend even more. Diff to resist. So we girls started spending again. I tried to control my urge to buy clothes really did tried hard to, but towards the end, i still bought a top. Haha. Janice went off earlier. Lynn went to take bus so roy n i headed to the mrt.

At the platform i was persuading him to get a decent pair of jeans at least. Well, he was defending his lkk jeans by seeking for someone among the passengers whom shared the same taste as him. But yea, he failed to do so. Found no one so i won. Lol. His definition of dark jeans is still not dark enough. Haha. We are not trying to ask him spend a bomb on dressing, buying branded stuff or wat but just some things which are essential, maybe a few sets of decent looking clothes/bottoms would do. Still, as a youngster, u will have to fit into the trend right, somhow or someway. It's for the better ya. Lol. U see we so 用心良苦. Haha.

Yest celebrated dumpling festival at my hse. Relatives came. Had steamboast as usual. Pq reached late after her work. After soome chats, she accompanied me watched my hk dvd until morning 7am. We had mac breakfast delivery. Haha.

终于还是这样的结果，早料到了。
但是没什么感觉耶，真的是out of sight out of mind?
我想，也许。是吧...
为什么他们就可以那么轻易。
我呢，怎么就这么难？

Updates

2009-05-14T23:00:00.013+08:00

Yest afternoon met lynn and roy at bugis, was supposed to help him get some decent bottoms but somehow we all not in the shopping mood. This guy very ma fan lo, wanna find cheap stuff but wan shop in places where there's air-conditioning, where to find huh. So basically we only walked bugis v for like 15 mins, left n went to illuma instead to have high tea. Lol.

Eng man drinking eng tea.

Dinner met bao n xin for dinner at orchard sakura buffet. We were so hungry and busy eating so 4gt to take some food pics. My fav was the durian puff, the durian paste was like ice cream so icy cool. Yummy! To those who really like durian would definitely fall in luv with it. Haha. Bao n roy were totally not into it as they saw lynn, xin n i enjoying the puffs so much. The laska and black pepper beef were not bad. Not much noyna food as advertised though, only some kuehs.

We had so much laughs inside, as usual we were the noisiest i bet. 经典of day was "ROY TOY". Haha. Xin said something really stunning but i forgot wat was it. Shall recap from the rest again.

After dinner, strolled at orchard road to digest a little. There's 3d painting walls along the streets, looked so real in the pic. We were so paiseh as we posed for phototaking cus many ppl walking past. Roy dun dare to pose as the window display model wif one of the wall painting, but he himself said wanna become next top model de wor.

After bao n xin left at 10 plus, we proceeded on to st james.

We went to powerhouse and gallery. But gallery's music really sux this night, some techno or wat, i dun like cus it's so disrupting for us to chat. i rem it used to be quite soft and pleasant de. Bad change. We din go in dragonfly cus roy not enough age to go in. Gals can but guys have to be 23 n above. Too bad. Returned to powerhouse. Was pulled by lynn n roy down to the dancefloor to "shake". It was so crowded, barely any space to dance ba. After awhile i went to sit down somewhere wait for them as they continued to dance. I dun really like to cramp wif lots of ppl. I was feeling sleepy cus not enough sleep so i was staring into space while waiting for them. I can only say that roy was the "highest" among us and he was really "shaking"throughout the night even when he already left the dance floor. So into the music. Haha.

在一个吵闹的地方发呆，还蛮好沉思的。

Dun see his pose macham very 帅气. He' s actually drinking orange juice. Haha.

They playing "ji kor ba", lose must drink alchohol. Lynn trying to make roy drink. Haha.

We left at 1 plus, lynn n i cab back to my home. She staying over at my hse. After bathing, we watched kang xi, topic on supernatural experience. Super eerie but nice. After tat i intro lynn to watch another video on 小S teasing 赵正平on his dance steps. So damn hilarous. Although i watched it the 2nd time, but i still had a good laugh. Anyway 赵哥 is a uncle aged artise whom was quite popular in tw variety shows recently. He has a very strong personality.

Here's the link can go take a look. http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/ialrriF3BSE

At 6 am, we went downstairs dabao my fav. nasi lakma to eat. Craving. Haha. Nv had a chance to buy cus usually by the time i wake up they already finish selling everything esp during office hrs by 2pm everyday w/o fail. Lynn left at 7am. Then i went to sleep.

Tonight i met 4 in luv for dinner at ps. Wanna watch movie at 1st, but it's not up yet. Was feeling tired the whole day, but i did slept for 8 hrs leh.

Gathering

2009-05-13T00:17:00.007+08:00

Attended omy dinner gathering at the food centre next to sph. Many din turn up last min so only the few of us lo. I realised i dunno some of them as they joined omy afer i quit.

So long nv go back, there's new stalls. I tried korean spicy maggie mee. Nice. Many of us jobless now, think really diff to find job nowadays. Haha.

Anyway last sat i met angel n wong for a chat at bugis jco. Wong came wif her bf and left after awhile, she's gg for triple dates wif veron n gang. So left angel and i. Basically were talking abt our friendships, from past til now. And mindsets do change as u grow older, cus expectation gets higher when u have more life experience. Sadly,我们再也找不回那样纯粹的单纯和那份简单的快乐。

Fun Catch up wif 4 in LuV

2009-05-09T00:29:00.028+08:00

Went bugis village shop wif pat, met her at 4.30pm. I bought clothes again as usual. Haiz. No $$. So miserable. 有出没进. But i really luv one of the country cottage's style top wif jacket. Beautiful & sweet. $20, i think quite worth it la as compared to the usual ex price i saw for this type of clothes. Anyway more of this kinda european cottage style of shops opening there now and the deco so cosy. How i wish my dream house could be like tat.

So long since 4 in luv really gathered tgt. That's y tonight's moon so round. 大团圆. Lol. Pat bought more than me. Actually several times like this le, so hl stop saying "wow难得"k. How good, working means income to shop more. Lol. Anyway there's this top wif a little bit of lace which pat bought, and she told me in the past she anti-lace de. Now she getting more ladylike clothes to fit in the 为人师表+淑女outlook. We shopped til had to withdraw more cash. But after tat, hl and sharon reached so we had to stop walking. Pat so 依依不舍，还嫌逛不够。Haha.

Dinner we had our all time fav. bak chor mee. Then went to see the new shopping mall illuma. There's alot of new restaurants up there, looks pretty promising to try. Lol. Anyway we love the spaciousness and "coolness" of the mall esp when we were feeling warm. Haha. There's also this very long escalator which u can go up straight away from level 1 to level 5. So cool. Haha. But dun have go down de, 有上没下. Maybe wanna make ppl shop more while coming down each level.

Took pics with these giantic characters outside the arcade.

Can see me? Ahh~im eaten up by doraemon.

Then the ultimate aim of today's dinner and tat was to try the 双皮奶at a hk dessert cafe hl mentioned she happened to saw the other time when she pass by. Cus we all missed the times bk at zucc 芝麻绿豆's 芦荟双皮奶. Such a rare dessert seen in sg. Hard to find. Lol. I managed to try once at a newly open hk cafe 记得吃 in chinatown pt my working place. Coincidentally, it's the same branch at bugis which hl referring to. Very good business, super crowded. Luckily we din wait for very long for seats.

Dengdeng...久违的双皮奶！The durian one is better than mango(too sweet). But still china's one is the best man wif aloe vera, best combi. But sg dun have. Sobz.

We 4gt to take pic and when we rem already 吃了几口. Heex.

Then we walked bk to illuma to talk. They had benches at every level of the shopping mall. Considerate hor to provide shoppers place to sit and rest. So we chatted there til 11pm then left home. So much fun today although it's just catching up.

Need a job badly. No money~ Haiz..

K box

2009-05-08T01:11:00.016+08:00

K box session at cineleisure today. So long nv sing k le since exams over. Past few days had been chiong-ing hk dramas at home.

Janice and roy were so high. Anyway roy did M字腿 for 爱无赦 tat song，超劲爆. And we all did high for a while and we were so noisy as we cheered for him. Lol.

Had dinner at pastamania. Kejun left after tat while the rest of us went heeren for a walk. We stayed at 77 street for some time. I bought a nice scarf there and there's discount for it. Have been aiming for something like this but usually quite ex.

We started picking tops and bottoms for roy to try. Cus we intend to give him a make over starting from his dressing. The main prob really lies wif his 退色jeans, the fading blue is really too light. So we chose a white bottom for him to try. He tried it with a black collar shirt, quite nice wor. The whole package works. Haha. 有吓到us in a good way. Lol. The shirt amazingly suits him well, smart casual type. And just nice last pc and his right size. So he only bought the top, cus pants too ex. So lynn and i will be helping him to find one on wed at bugis, another shopping day. So fun. Heex.We accompanied lynn to her bus stop. Then we went mac to have ice cream. Left home at 10 plus.

Mummy, Happy Birthday~

2009-05-03T02:05:00.032+08:00

Today went miss clarity cafe to celebrate wong's belated birthday. So long nv meet up wif her and the other gals as well. Wong brought a new bf wor, i din know she broke off wif the past one. So i was kinda surprised, at the split of time i still thought like how cum her bf looks diff from my impression. Did i rem wrongly or wat. Haha.

We started interrogating wong over her new r/s. And then dunno why suddenly the target turned towards me instead, the gals were bombating me wif qns like when will i be bringing a bf for them to see and stuff. Every time i see wong, she would ask me tat. But i cant control de rite. Haha. 真是徒弟不急，师父急。没办法，为了师父您的终身幸福，我牺牲小我，完成大我，继承峨嵋派掌门之位，好让您可以退休享‘艳’福。很伟大对不对？Lol.

Had dinner there and cut cake. Wong received a total of 21 no. of presents for her 21st birthday from us. I think she opened the wrappers til hand tired le ba. All moo moos. Lol. We will be catching up to talk more. Yeah~ Missed the times bk then. Anyway around 10 plus, wong went home so the rest of us went to a cafe @ raffles city to chat.

Celebrated mummy's birthday at midnight 12am, cus it's officially her birthday tmr. So i had like 2 cakes in all for the night. 1 chocolate cake 1 coffee cake. Tried this new cuppucino cake from 4 leaves. Quite nice oh. Haha.

Actually it meant to be a surprise, but my stupid bro spoilt it. Few days ago, i asked my bro to share the cake wif me. Fyi, this was the 1st time he shared cost wif me for mummy's cake cus every yr 他很没良心地没有记得。He only rem his friends' birthdays la.

And he actually went told my mum tat we would be buying a cake for her on that night. And his motive was to show off tat this yr he's involved in the celebration. Diaozz..真的被他气到...小孩子就是小孩子。这样也好"hao lian"(- -!) Although every yr mummy would expect that i would buy cake for sure but still it's like...duh, obviously u shouldn't say rite?

My bro always like to act cool when he took pics, like those "diaoz" look. Maybe it's in the trend for their generation to act "seh". But i think he looks better when he smiles. Cus he got dimples mah. These 2 pics were taken when i kept on repeating show me ur teeth quick. Haha.

Mummy, 祝你生日快乐，身体健康。I luv U~

JB~

2009-05-02T18:52:00.003+08:00

Yest i went jb wif hl and pq. Finally! Initially wanted to take direct railway train to jb but we mixed up the timing. We still went down specially to ask that time leh. The staff there also not sure kind. And the time slot on the paper given was complicated. So pq and i had to take mrt instead which cost some time.

We were stucked in traffic jam on the way to jb new custom. Dun like the route of the new custom, although now the custom got like air-conditioning and direct linkage into city sq. But the location really sux, it was up at the high end, the bus had to like loop so many rounds up the slopes. And they dun have bus lane. So we had to be stucked wif the cars. Wasted so much time.
Hl reached earlier than us. Gald tat we managed to meet up rather smoothly.

I bought my hk dvds, happy. And we had our usual pizza hut at holiday pizza. After tat headed bk to city square to shop. Both pq and i bough 2 pairs of shoes and some accessories. There's this pair of slippers which i fell in luv the moment i saw it. I din consider the price and just bought it. Luckily not very ex too. It looks classy, jus luv it. Hl also bought a no. of things which she usually dun. So she claimed that we were all very 猖狂 in shopping than usual. Haha. But i still thought i din really shop til very 过瘾cus of the time constraint. Would be bk soon i guess. Heex.

Anyway city square got quite a no. of new shops esp there's this new eatery shop selling 包子汉堡包. Creative. Not the usual burgers. And i really prefer bao than bread cus it's softer. And the deco/packaging and stuff looks like some fast food restaurant. Still got set meal one. Haha. 用西餐式包装中餐类。We bought some bk to try. Not bad wor. I like the mutton bao i had. Next time shall try the others. Haha.

Declaration

2009-04-29T16:44:00.008+08:00

I hereby declare my exams OVER!!! ENDED. FINALLY!! My gosh, i did it. Yeah~ I'm SOsosSO Happy Now~ Woohoo~ 1st time after exam so relief sia, maybe the last time i had this feeling was o level, in fact i dun quite rem already. Lol. Today's paper was ok, way better than 203, that's for sure. At least i felt burden off my shoulder when i finally completed the 4 essay qns. To my surprise, i finished 15 mins earlier. I was counting down and looking forward for the collection of the paper. Cus that meaning my exams officially done, yea yea.

Anyway i dun wanna think abt anything now, jus wanna enjoy as much as i can b4 the sentence. 反正一切已成定局，听天由命吧。横竖都是" "，不如先ENJOY再说。空白的到时再填上。Dun wanna curse myself 1st. Haha.

This morning i woke up quite early at 8am b4 my alarm rings, suppose to wake up at 11am. Cant get bk to sleep so i went cant 2 had breakfast. I had a set of half-boiled egg, kaya toast and tea. Nice leh, live here so long, 1st time try its breakfast. And $1.50 only nia.

Went bk room at 9am, still so early, i was wondering how to endure til my exam time. Cus im really quite sian of the notes le. And if i dun get bk to sleep, means i have to look thru them again in the next 3 hrs. Thinking of tat, my eyes felt tired after awhile. Haha. So i went laying on the bed. 睡也不是，不睡也不是，所以我只好躺了个3hrs. Lol.

Could not go bk to sleep, partly scare overslept ba. Atm i wish i could do the paper earlier. But i had to wait til 1pm. 但你在倒数的时候，时间就过得好慢。好恐怖的感觉，异常的紧张，几乎不能呼吸了。

JB, here i come. Cant wait to shop til i drop and my dearest hk dramas. Yeah!!

LAST Night

2009-04-28T21:10:00.004+08:00

I have finally come to this day. The very last night 在宿舍寒窗苦读的最后一晚！（这两天下雨+气氛冷清。虽然之前热到快发疯了，可能上天怜悯我。）Tmr is my LAST paper. Omg, the 5 days seem like ages. 尤其这几天，学校冷清到不行。感觉全世界都在放假了。只有小猫两三只还在。我是其中一个可怜的。Haha.

Anyway my mood now is like swinging in the air, not here not there. Pardon my language, dunno how to describe. Mixture ba. Anticipating to the real holiday part but also worried abt tmr's paper. Wish me good luck~

荡秋千的感觉，在半空中，停也不是，下来也不对，唯有继续咯。既期待，又怕受伤害。

Stupid Lift

2009-04-28T01:42:00.006+08:00

Abit lost. Dunno wat exactly i've rem thru these few days of studying. Not sure if i can crap out an essay long ans for 4 qns. Sat i wasnt really studying. Felt so sick of it. So i watched tw variety shows on my com in the evening til night. I wasted a night but i felt happier after watching. At least i had some laughs.

Then midnight went downstairs watched guess on tv while waiting for daddy to fetch me home. 1am plus, daddy came helped to pack quite alot of my stuff in hall, fetched back. But unexpectedly, the one n only lift at my blk was SPOILT (the other lift was undergoing upgrading). KNS. Wat the..., have to carry all the bulky stuff up to 21st floor. Can u imagine??!! I've got like 5 big bags wif books, notes and clothes. 21 storeys!!!

我们动员了全家下来，kor kor, boy and mummy got down to help. Wat else could i say. Suay lor. Then i was told that the stupid lift was spoilt since evening time. Low efficiency leh, dunno wat they doing lor. If there's some old ppl came downstairs after 5 and they would be trapped 4eva outside until next morning then can go home meh. U cant expect them to climb up if they happened to live quite high. That means they would have to 露宿街头啊.

Anyway i was covered wif sweat when i finally reached home and i bath already. Mummy was feeling breathless and giddy, so poor thing. Really inconsiderate, dunno how the maintenence work de lor.

I slept well at home on sat night, no insomnia. Maybe cus after the "excercise" or when im bk at home, could temp run away from the fact that i still have 1 more to go. As long as im in hall, i knew i hav to study, so stress up cant sleep. Partly also that morning got rain la.

And now here i am bk to the reality to study for the very last paper. It's torturing. Time past slow. Just felt so.

Wat's life in front of me?

2009-04-27T02:33:00.005+08:00

Some fb quizs again.

LIFE IS.....pretty ok (3rd best possible outcome)Life becomes a bit of a roller coaster ride. For the majority of the time you are content and comfortable...until something comes along to mess it all up. Initially, you meet these difficulties and trials with a lot of negative emotion, but eventually learn (or convince yourself) that life isnt always fair, "stuff happens" and you need to move on. Once you learn this, you resume a life of contentment. There are, however, many joyous occasions for celebration in your life. You have a few close friends you rely on for support. Stay close with them-they will need you, you will need them, and you will have may fun time together in the future. You might not have everything you want in life, but, at the end of the day, life was a "human' experience and pretty ok.

PS: That's how i'm feeling now of my current life. So it's pretty accurate in a way.

Another one...

與愛人相依偎，在他懷中聆聽音樂，互吐心聲的瞬間。

愛情分析：
你需要與性格相投者戀愛，才會感到情投意合；你是缺乏安全感的，需要愛人常常提醍你的優點、肯定你的價值。你需要愛人心無旁騖的愛著你想要佔有的不僅是他的心，也包括他的時間。

事業分析：
需要能肯定自己的上司，來提高自己的工作士氣；並非你沒有工作能力而是你需要經常被人肯定自己的能力，因此你常常想換一個更合適自己的工作，卻反而限制了工作表現。

婚姻分析：
在婚姻中的重大決定，都是由對方作主，如遇到自己很想去做的事，若對方反對則放棄。你是一位老好人，但卻生活在別人的影子中，你容易在婚姻失去了自己，因此有一位能順從的配偶對你非常重要。

PS: Saw the very familiar words (highlighted) which made me decided to post it up too. Haha.

Hot~

2009-04-25T16:19:00.004+08:00

The weather really sux leh. Im dehydrating le. Why do i feel much warmer in hall than at home? Is it cus boon lay is hotter? I cant get to sleep at night because it's simply too hot. Even with my fan on, im perspiring. And i woke up earlier than expected cus 被热醒了。

超闷的，外在与内在一样。我现在知道什么叫度日如年了。而且是在烤箱里。疲劳轰炸，我要爆炸了。

2009-04-25T01:45:00.002+08:00

FB Quiz:

My Dream House is a City Mansion

You are a busy person and work is your life. You are never without your cell-phone. All that work has paid off with the one profit of your dream home. Not far from work either. It has been designed by a famous interior designer, and you are a big fan of the technology it incorporates to make your life an easier one. sure, you may be in the middle of the crazy city. Thats just excitement for you. Also being close to your favorite shops makes you one happy person. You know what they say "Large home equals a large walk-in closet." Just a nice evening at your favorite uptown restruant and then home to rewind and watch your favorite television show on the big screen.

Im not very sure abt my dream house but yea LARGE WALK-IN CLOSET for all my clothes is a big dream for me. A special dress-up room is perfect. And watching tv is SO true. Haha. That's life man~ Im deprived from watching shows. I will camp by my tv after next week. Buy many many hk dvds. Haha. JB im COming~

NOT OVER YET....5 more days..

2009-04-24T15:04:00.007+08:00

Why it's not over yet. Im so Sianz & Tired...No motivation cus im exhausted already. See wat im doing now shld know tat i no mood to go into another whole NEW round of studying and burying myself into the notes AGAIN~ I've been doing so for the past 1 week plus, vomiting soon. 好腻啊~

I dunno how shld i phrase it, im in a weird condition now. Abit relax instead. But i shldnt have felt so, cus i still have 1 more to go. Cant slack yet but yet im in the slacking mode. I should be prepared to end late cus i chose a diff elective from the others.

显然我的心理准备不是很充足啊，因为我好羡慕你们终于解脱了。
我已经没油了，还要拖着抛锚的车子走，在后面猛推。谁可以帮我一把？

Well, i will still go back to study de, dun worry ppl. Haha.

Yest i was more emotional, mixture of feelings just flux up. Dunno how to describe. But when i got bk hall at around 6pm, i tried to sleep, and i was tired in a way but somehow just cant get to sleep. So i woke up to use internet. Din study for 230 cus im sick of notes atm. So yest i was basically slacking.

昨天的状态蛮奇怪的，又累又精神。思绪乱七八糟。我想只有“恍惚”二字可形容吧。

Anyway i started revising today but im din really chiong for this, maybe abit disheartened le. Haha. I started packing my stuff in hall when i studied til sianz, it's a good way to pass time anyway. And i packed quite alot of things, that means i wasted quite abit of time away from studying too. Haha.

My nature

2009-04-18T03:18:00.004+08:00

Fb Quiz again. Haha. What is my true nature?

Open Book
You feel obligated to share your every experience with those around you. You care what others think about who you are, but you never change for anybody. You are capable of sharing, although it is difficult to know when to stop. Everybody knows what to expect from you and your opinions are usually publicly known.

To certain extent, maybe. I love to share my story wif close friends. I dun have much secrets. 我是个很在乎别人怎么看我的人。这倒是真的。所以一直会想要保持在最佳状态。

SIANzzz

2009-04-18T02:49:00.002+08:00

I realised my revision speed is slowing down, in fact getting slower and slower. Im quite sick of it le, only "SIANzzz" can describe it. Buried in a mess of notes. I cant breathe.

越来越没有心读了。好累...我到底要它快点过去呢？还是想拖延让我多一点些时间复习？时间又慢又快，好矛盾。

Wasted a day! GONE~

2009-04-15T01:57:00.009+08:00

The whole of the day i din study at all. Was loitering around jp. Dunno why felt so empty inside, as if im roaming alone with no motive and nth in mind. 不是闲时的那种。像是六神无主，没有目的地游走。

No mood. I felt as if i had been studying for a long time but actually it's not even a week yet la. Horrible feel, was walking around but somehow 不是很自在地逛。My mind was filled wif loads of worries/confusing tots or rather觉得自己好像在浪费时间，很不应该。可是就是提不起劲。Then had dinner wif lynn after her 1st paper. Gal, u will pass for SURE de, dun worry.

We went this fashion tried on quite some clothes but din buy anything in the end. Haha. 心里有牵挂，逛起来也很不尽兴。

Today was GONE just like this~

Did a quiz on facebook, very true for me. Haha. The qn on the impact of ur past relationship.

選擇「粉紅色跟白色」的人，對方對你沒留下任何陰影，反而讓你有成長，和對方成為知己關係，更上一層樓，可能是因為你們太瞭解對方了，然後就互相瞭解到最後，可能兩個人之間的愛已經昇華到好朋友或是親人的關係，其實那是非常美的一件事情。

And this is interesting, abt ur past life. Haha. Plainly for fun la. Yeah im from royal family~
可能是今世没落的thampuz国，父皇你看到了吗？(4 in LuV 家族史)Lol.

你的前世是王族，自尊心過高，曾有過痛苦的戀愛經驗，你的過去曾經過著有如王族般的生活，而且由於兼備佼好的容貌與權力，所以能過著受眾人擁戴與愛護的生活。此外，由於你身處於奢華的王公貴族生活中，所以被教養成無法過辛勞生活、個性任性的姑娘。有時候會對身分差距極大的對象一見鍾情，但是一直以來認為被愛是理所當然的你，也一樣會用高傲的態度與他相處，彼此的心靈似乎不會有任何的交集。

Oh and i took another quiz about 你适合练金庸里面的什么武功。我又拿到"黯然销魂掌"leh, diff test wor, so coincident. Haha.注定的。我要学~Lol.

Can they just Stop Fighting?

2009-04-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

我昨晚又梦到火烧了，这次是我家厨房。我怎么一直梦到着火呢？Lynn说这是我的心境反射，因为感觉“火烧眉毛”。不过最后火有被扑灭啦，她说这是好事。是这样吗？ *Scratch Head* 在那之前，梦里面的我正准备去JB。这倒是真的反映了我想去JB relax的欲望。Haha.

Went palette studied wif lynn, bao n xin today. I joined in late aftnoon. Was mugging on 205. The hist was so complicated, i hate 现代史esp after 清末. 我一度读到有点发疯了，只想和他们说一句：“够了！不要再打了！冤冤相报何时了！”

一直革命、革命再革命，真的是革到我的命了。不然就是斗这个，抗议那个，不知道在斗什么。

中国历史，剪不断，理还乱，我越读越乱，怎么办？ Haiz.

Side Track

2009-04-13T03:11:00.012+08:00

有时候还蛮羡慕工作的人，因为有钱可以花，Pq 现在人在台湾游玩，好幸福喔。不过她那时也说过工作量很多，一直OT也很压力。也许是暂时性想不开所以羡慕working life，因为现在活在考试的煎熬中。但是如果删除掉考试，student life还是挺写意的。不过就是经济方面有所有顾忌咯。不能随心所欲地享受人生。Lol.

悠哉游哉，我也好想体会，不过都市生活是很难的啦。

人人有锅难熬的汤。这次真的是细火慢熬，水生火热地熬啊熬...小心看火吧。不过我应该要先学会专心才对。好像现在就分神了。Opps. Haha.

Anyway i din study much today. Maybe mummy is right, i will be distracted at home cus there's TV. In fact yest when i reached home i watched bro's dvd tgt wif him. Then this afternoon, although there's no shows to watch, i still stared at the tv switching diff chanels to pass time. N yea i wasted quite some time doing so. Haha. Im just trying to 逃避现实. That's why she insisted that i come bk hall to stay so that i can study. Yea, she's right. But im quite sick of the studying aura bk in hostel. Haiz.

Yest night daddy came to fetch me home from hall cus this evening got work at info. On the way home, went a few places to buy supper for mummy n bros. Went bukit batok buy pancake (daddy's strong recommendation, but all pancakes taste the same to me i thought) Anyway then geylang to buy durians. Not the peak durian season yet, so the ones we bought home tasted so so only, actually abit awful. And i craved for soya beancurd (heard there's a famous stall there), so went to find it. And it's call 永和豆浆，this name sounds familiar though, china got rite.. Anyway i tried it today but not very amazing. Bluff ppl one. 名不副实。一路上，好像在寻找美食一样。Haha. In the end reached home only at 2 am yest after much 舟车劳顿. Was on the road for like close to 2 hrs. 难得 i din car sick wor, 好佩服自己。Haha.

Obsessed in Quizs...

2009-04-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

These 2 quizs are interesting...

風、花、雪、月看你是哪種女孩？

花女孩：雲代表不斷變化的美麗

花香私儀：凡是花朵都有自己独特的风格。她是人群中穿的最靓笑的最媚的女孩，在下雪天也要穿粉色皮裙兼玫瑰羊皮软靴的女孩。如今假小子层出不穷，讓人心中暗歎。美麗本就屬於女孩，花女孩敢於展現自己的美，展現女孩子的驕傲！戀愛指數：花女孩決不允許自己穿同一套衣服在同一位男友前出現兩次。如果不換衣服，那就只有換男朋友嘍！偷心絕招：護花使者當然是要優秀中的優秀嘍！不但要溫柔體貼，問寒問暖，還要聰明能幹，有發展。想追到花女孩的話可不容易呢！

我是个变幻莫测的花女孩，那我的护花使者在哪呢？

什麼武功最適合你?

黯然銷魂掌

你是個悲觀 / 正處於十分不開心的事情裡的人, 所以這套黯然銷魂的人使出來的黯然銷魂掌最適合你. 快開心起來吧!

的确现在不怎么开心，听起来不错，学了可以开心就好了。我要学黯然销魂掌！希望不要练到走火入魔。Haha.

爱情观

2009-04-11T02:11:00.005+08:00

I just took a quiz on facebook. The result is so true for me. Exactly what my 爱情观 is. 我可没有对号入座喔，我和朋友说过类似的话。 Haha. Amazed.

你分得清「喜歡」和「愛」嗎？

Results:了解指數70%
一開始，你只會在心中肯定你是喜歡對方的，但是不會輕易對別人說「我愛你」這三個字，因為那對你而言是很重要的一件事，必須要考慮清楚，才可以許下承諾。你很看重自己的感情，在投入前，總會陷入長考，思索你和對方的適合度，等到你確定那真的是你想共度一生的伴侶時，你的心就會放在對方身上，毫不動搖。

我会想超多的。所以我觉得很准。

ZzZzzzZ is so important to me

2009-04-11T01:35:00.003+08:00

Today i studied wif lynn inside tv room the whole afternoon. Changing various positions so that i could concentrate. Sitting on the floor...the sofa...on the chair...lying on the sofa...只差没有趴着看而已...如果有床的话，我一定会。Haha. I just cant stay put in a fixed posture/position to study.

难得今天睡到自然醒，因为所有的课都在昨天结束了！Somemore i slept for 11hrs! 可见我有多累啊！

我发现不够睡的我比较会胡思乱想。
今天的我非常够睡，而且心情也不错，至少可以思考了。

所以睡觉大过天。睡眠是很重要地。

I need loads of ZzZzzzZ, cant live w/o it. Haha.

I'm OK, thank you=)

2009-04-10T01:33:00.003+08:00

谢谢朋友们的关心。大家请放心，我没事。只是偶尔会钻钻牛角尖。之前的entries只是想发泄一下情绪。可能我真的slack 太久了，所以受到应有的惩罚了。Haha.

我会振作的，好坏与否，听天由命吧。

All the best to myself & everyone!

2009-04-09T20:15:00.004+08:00

中学的我可以不在乎考试，现在的我不能。因为肩负的责任更多。
父母的期望+奖学金的标准=无限感慨，无奈接受！

以前的我何尝不是pass 就好的心态。其实O level 我也没有很努力呀。
我也好想heck care...多希望我能...可是就是现实不允许。

我在振作中...煎煎煎熬熬熬...快过去吧。

我宁愿做十个报告，也不想有一个考试。

上个sem是担心，这个sem是害怕。

心烦意乱...

2009-04-09T02:30:00.005+08:00

最近心情反反复复，怪怪的。从昨天到今天，我脑子里尽是想些有的没的、乱七八糟，不知道在想什么东西。前天心情还不错，但这两天糟透了，like shit. 对不起，我知道这个形容词很低俗，但是我找不到别的字可形容我现在那种kns的心情。 I think is anxiety + stress.

今天下午take nap的时候，睡了好几个小时，可是起来时还是感觉很累，因为我好像没有真正睡着，一直在做梦。梦到很多怪怪的事情，其中一件我记得的是....我梦到宿舍着火！不过火烧的地方在角落，离我的房间一段距离，所以我还是不管，继续呆在房间。然后还有人来看我。后面我忘了。奇怪对吗？Haha.

救命啊！我被困在迷宫里，失去了方向。也许这就是我梦境的意思。我会解梦耶。Wahaha~

恍恍惚惚的，不太清醒。

我一直在胡思乱想...怎么办？真怕自己会因焦虑而崩溃。我大概快疯了。天啊，我到底怎么了？从来没有这样的感觉。

Fighting~Fighting~Fighting~

2009-04-07T01:04:00.019+08:00

It's exam period AGAIN! Time zoom past fast this sem. We all felt so. Im used to be too slack i guess. I only realised when im in uni. Poly is slacker life man. Haha. Project based mah, so dun hav so many exams. U will be busy throughout the sem, but it's fulfilling. In np, only 1 paper per sem and we had like 2 wks exam break to prepare. The time is all urs, unlike now, we dun even have that time to revise, there's still lectures and tuts on going for this very last wk. And in 1 wk plus time, we are taking the papers.

The last time i had so many papers was in china during immersion, 5 in a row. But mostly open book la. Close book only 2 ya. And teachers there "放水". Haha. Now our teachers dun easily give us tips or rather some haven even tell us the format yet til now. Totally have no idea how to start studying even if i want to. Suddenly felt that last sem's ah qiu treated us SOooO good, lenient guy. Haha. Oh and uni stricter marking scheme...Higher expectaion... To conclude: TOUGH!!!

Erm.. im thinking real hard bk, the very REAL last time i REALLY chiong and piang for exams would be SEC!! Omg, it's like ages ago. I've already lost the momentum to do so. Lol~ I even asked my bro (he's in sec now): Do u all have any break b4 mid/end yr exams? And he was like saying: Duh...NO... See i dun even rem the fact. Haha. This shows that it was really a long time ago. Wonder how i studied for O's dur sec??? Lol.

Somehow, im still stronger at hands on i felt, like presentations and editing maybe. My memory sux and im slow at reading words. 这就是平时很少...不...是"没有" 读故事书的后果。Haha. Really bad when it comes to tons/booklets of "catching up" of reading materials. Im "panting", no stamina (attention span). Fainting (sleepy) halfway thru. Haha.

Well, hope everything will turn out good at the end of the day. My last paper is 29 apr, the whole ggb ending on the 23rd lor except me. SObzz...That means i will be left ALONE in hall to study for a wk. 孤军作战!! Arrrggg...为何??!!

Anyway i realised im buying more and more things recently. De-stress maybe. Im suffering from Pre-Exams Stress-ness Syndrome. Anyway it doesnt make a diff la, since i will also lapse into the 2nd stage soon after exams, which is the Post-Exams De-stressing Shopaholic Syndrome. No cure for me le. 末期购物后遗症群。祝福我吧。我的口袋。

Lastly, to all my friends and everyone, let's keep Fighting~Fighting~Fighting~说得有点心虚。 Wonder if i have that spirit too. I hope i have. Will try my best to...even though 我还没进入作战状态。Haha.

每次到这个时候...好恐怖...从何时开始恐惧了？

Anyway, 今天说到陈年往事。我不喜欢或者说非常讨厌暗箭伤人、笑里藏刀的虚情假意“动物”。I just hate back-stabbers more than enemies. At least enemies confront u straight to the face and u know where it's coming from.

我不会排斥有人不喜欢我，甚至背后说坏话，这是人之常情。随着时间淡化，我还能原谅。但是我不屑那种在你面前和你示好、装熟，后面却做小动作的“???”不知名物体。那种...对不起，无法苟同和宽恕。

一时感触，想起以前不愉快的经历，所以发泄一下咯。有些人，就是无法和她们做朋友，因为随时背后会伤痕累累。好彩我没那样的朋友。就算有，充其量，那些只是acquaintances. 我敢肯定地说，我的好朋友全都是好人。我是有带眼识人的。眼光还不错哦。

Too bad i dun hav blog in the past, if not maybe there would be records of what exactly happened dur that terrible period of time. And also 当下切身感受。Anyway luckily i have my close friends to support me to get over the tough times. 有人挺的感觉还真不赖! Thanks ppl ! U know who u are. 我是有朋友地!! Haha.

可以list出喜欢因素的喜欢是真的喜欢吗？没有答案的问题，仍在摸索中。

Surprise~

2009-04-03T18:49:00.016+08:00

今天下午，收到一个email，通知我的作品获选。去年大学还没开学前，时间很多就手痒参加了，由香港中文大学文学院主办的第四届[新纪元全球华文青年文学奖]。

蛮意外的，都快半年了吧，我以为没我的份了，因为是全球投稿，看起来很难。原来他们筛选过程那么久，可能作品太多。我差点都忘了有参加。虽然只拿到了鼓励奖，但是至少有进啦。所以还是很开心。

Btw 我参加的是散文组。文章是在中国杭州exchange的时候写的，关于老巴刹和家人。4 in LuV 应该知道。《隐藏在餐桌背后》。

得奖名单新加坡人很少，只有三个(而且都是Ntu中文系,不过我不认识, 应该是seniors)有一个超厉害，拿到小说组季军。多数得奖者来自中国，more or less expected.

拿到鼓励奖也不错。至少是个小小的安慰啦。可能知道我最近很down. Haha.

http://ihome.cuhk.edu.hk/~b117176/results/index.htm

。。。。。

2009-04-02T17:58:00.007+08:00

我只想发呆...睡觉...这几天超不够睡，一直在赶报告，好累！思路有些不清楚了。脑子不知道在想什么。

忽然间，觉得很空，提不起劲儿。
我怎么好像又不小心被遗忘了。

没什么，也许是心情低落，头有点痛，不够睡吧。想太多...
不要问我wat happen, 因为没事发生。Haha. 只是一时的emo-ing，真的。
问我，我也不知道。就感觉吧。
一个人的时候的我很容易胡思乱想。
所以我不是很喜欢一个人。除非有事做。让我分神。

不想想太多，可我偏偏是个想很多的人。

Cultural Night Shots

2009-03-31T22:50:00.008+08:00

Photoshoot for Cultural Night

Cultural Night-Behind the scene

Cultural Night In Action~

I need Motivation!

2009-03-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

Feeling so LOST...没时间，我没时间，一瞬间来到....

心有余而力不足...是动力的力啊！

MIA

2009-03-27T01:09:00.002+08:00

I have been losing things recently or maybe some are still not lost yet, just that i forgotten where i placed them. Still, some were really "declared" lost 4ever. But why are things always missing in action... My memory is falling...or just my luck... Haiz..

Champion Joke of the Week

2009-03-26T00:57:00.003+08:00

A hillarous joke was created yest during dinner wif GGB. This was what happened.

Roy randomly mentioned abt his birthday. He said that he was borned on a public holiday. And guess what, it's DEEPAVALI.

Then lynn 脱口而出：怪不得你那么黑。

We all broke out into laughter, and it lasted for like...longest laughs ever. Haha.

下次你生日，我们会记得为你点一盏灯的。

以上言论没有任何歧视意义，仅针对当事人而已。

Yesterday...(cant think of any title)

2009-03-24T14:44:00.033+08:00

GGB had lunch at jp's pizzahut. The student menu just changed that day. What a luck. I prefer the old one still. Anyway after that, we went to delifrance for dessert. It's so nice. Hot chocolate cake wif ice cream. We had 2 servings shared among the 5 of us.

Then we started to play tarot cards there. Xin just bought a deck of dbsk tarot cards. Jaejoong so handsome in every pic. Yunho not bad too. Haha. Each of us played 2 rounds. As for the results i dun really rem le. But we all felt that roy's one was more specific and accurate in particular, i mean towards his current situation.

Lynn, bao and i asked the same qn for the 1st round, and that was whether we would find the "someone" b4 the end of this yr. For mine, i think the ans is a yes i suppose. Cus the analysis was a happy ending. Hopefully true. Lol. As this card formation i chose was complicated wif lots of cards involved so i couldnt rem wat's in btw. I only knew the 过程没有很坎坷as compared to xin's and bao's. But theirs were happy endings too. Something like 战胜/苦尽甘来type.

Alright, by yr end i would know if this 预言is true. Haha.

Then the 2nd qn was abt my old prob. My good friends would know. I could rem more clearly than the 1st one, maybe cus this one was more simplified, only 4 cards. Fyi, can choose diff card formations accrd to ur prob and preference. Well, the results din give me any hint or reference guide. Cus it had no ans in the end. There's a few anlaysis for each card than the ans for the last card. I aga rem abit here and there. Think was as below.

1st: 关于自己-自信
2nd: 关于他-烦恼
3rd: 你们的关系-不稳定 (Yes quite true)
Final Ans: 有在计划...something something 幻想之中 (I forgot le, i dun really understand wat it means)

我的理解是，也许一切都还在幻想的阶段，双方都没有确切的打算，会不会实现是个问号？未知数。反正都那么久了，也不在乎再等等看，再说。我想，始终还是我的问题。没办法，这是心理障碍，我克服不了。

Anyway means no ans. So i will leave it there then. As usual. Lol.

Around evening time, bao, xin and roy left. Lynn and i continued to shop at jp. Haha. Lynn bought 1 tube dress and a nice red top. She was worried that red is too loud as she dun really wear bright colours. So I was convincing her that it really looks nice on her. Dun worry gal, u have my reassurance. ZHEN's Guarantee. 品质保证! Haha.

For me, im spending ALOT again. Bought a black translucent top wif misty feel. Haha. I dunno how to describe. 若隐若现 maybe. Dunno if it's considered as victorian style as it's not exactly the common kind. Anyway i just luv it. Then another dress, my usual cottage style flowery type. Bought a skirt, too long so i intend to wear it as high waist since now it's in trend. Then finally a pair of tights.

I was having a bad flu throughout the day. Finished 4 packets of tissue and still not enough. Flu got better now, but implicated my throat. Sorethroat now. Grrr...Sux...

Reflection

2009-03-22T21:00:00.027+08:00

Im working at info now. Nth to do so just blog to pass time. More of a reflection entry. Heex. Recently not in the mood to write everything abt daily life. Maybe nth special happened or just dun feel like. Im so restless nowadays. Dunno why. I feel that there's alot for me to do or catch up, but i dun have the motivation to do so. Readings里面，我看到很多一条条的“毛毛虫”。也许是瞌睡虫。Spent my weekend watching tv AGAIN. Haha.

只有看戏的时候，我的脑袋才能暂时什么都不用不想，不需要被什么跟什么填满。找到片刻的...乐趣。

Yest, sharon and i chatted alot at jco. Talked abt..friendships/relationships/family.

一个人的个性绝对和家里成长有关。我的价值观也是。很庆幸，我有一个疼爱我的家，愿意花钱在孩子身上的父母。虽然是小康之家，但我很满足。

我始终觉得友情是有进步和退步之分。没有一个衡量的标准，但就是能够感觉得出来。相处的环境和时间是关键。建立在共同兴趣上的友谊，好像比较容易维持。没有了它，桥梁就断了。感情也就疏离了。

Random thoughts abt future. Suddenly feel so lost in alot of things. Why cant something jus happen/appear to spice up my life a little?

未来？每个人都需要适当的指引，尤其是迷茫的时候。我自己都迷途了。怎么帮人做出正确的选择呢？知道自己要什么，可是不知道要怎么达成。我可以吗？

彩虹很美丽，可惜看不到尽头，也分不清开端在哪。何去何从。未知。

有时停下脚步看看周围的风景也不错。

我现在什么都不想做，只想赖在家，慵懒地度过每一天。BUT, i can only dream on...想得真...美。 Haha.

Shopaholic me~

2009-03-17T00:57:00.011+08:00

Mon after lecture, had lunch at jp. Then lynn, bao and i headed down to bugis. AGAIN for me~ Haha. I just couldnt help it but to buy at least some things in return. Shopping...wat's shopping for rite if i din get anything. Lol. But i did control myself not to buy straight away, did walked off and considered thru 1st. I bought only 2 tops and some accessories. Got myself a very nice 怀表项链。

Bao left in the evening. Lynn and i had dinner there. Went to take neocard tgt cus lynn was addicted to it recently. Bk to hall at around 9 plus, went up to her room. Laying on the bed and we chatted til 11.30pm. Alot of random topics. Abt the "uncle" in chs. Shall not elaborated on it, u noe i noe can le. Haha. We were laughing crazily in the room. Laughed til abit sorethroat. Lol.

性格相似的两个人也许会有默契，但不一定能够自然处在一起。似乎会有相似的矛盾。互补才没有冲突。不管是情人还是朋友都apply.

表达情感，付诸行动。友情；爱情。我都做不到。我是个不擅长抒发emotions的人。

我的感性面被理性面保护着。感性传递喜欢，理智分析结果。整个process是多重而复杂的。指示说不可以因为喜欢就不顾一切。没有进阶的喜欢，是会随着时间被冲淡遗忘。我坚信。所以不要劝我了。我还是会坚持看看。好听点，我不想半途而废。难听是，我很固执。对于原则是这样。立场还蛮坚定的。感情呢，我却永远没有那份坚持的意念。好像每次都是我先选择放弃的。

I think the below analysis is very true abt me esp the highlighted parts.

Wei Zhen Leow took the "What does your birthday say about you?" quiz and the result is:

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Abt last wk...

2009-03-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

Recently not in the online mode and blogging mood, thus lesser entries. Some updates of past wk. Nth much though, but skipping quite alot of lectures for...i dunno for no valid reasons... Haha.

Some interesting happenings would be bao's very own hand-made accessorries stall at ntu bazzar, we all bought some nice stuff from her. I bought a pair of earings. Blink Blink one.

Other than that would be the supper after watching the hss night tgt wif lynn and roy. Ok, i lost my ring. And lynn accompanied me bk to cant b to find when we had already reached hostel. Thanks gal. Anyway im just trying my luck to see any chance of leaving it in any of the toilets' basins. Cus normally i would only take off my ring when washing hands. I dun rem when i took it off though tat day, only realised it was lost when i touched my hands dur the concert. Haiz, but it's too late. Lol. I din find it in the end. Expected that it would be this outcome. But cus i like the ring so 不甘心不去找。I mus be damm lucky if i managed to find it anywhere. But impossible la.

Anyway treated it as a walk. Then lynn very randomly jus felt like calling roy. And he told us that he's on a bus on his way bk to hall to enjoy his dabao fish & chips. Lynn was tempted by him and 唤起her urge of hunger for food. Haha. She was trying to ask roy to share the food wif her. But selfish roy dun even wan to give her any1 of his fries. Lol. Roy hung off her line cus all the while lynn was pestering him for food. He said we wasting his hp bill. Yea we were:p I thought got campus call, oh he's on the bus near ntu not inside yet. Heex.

Then we reached hall 4, and i told lynn i did brought wallet so we could have supper outside if she wans. So we decided to go. And we called roy again for directions. Surprisely, he volunteered to walk wif us oh, wif his packet of still untouch fish & chips. Lynn and i did considered asking him to do so b4 we really called but we thought he would be too tired to so ended up din ask. But he suggested himself. 有另眼相看到噢。Haha.

We walked to the coffee shop opp hall 4 outside and it was abt 12am when we started to eat. Sinful. Haha. Had funny chats along the way. The only 1 i could rem was something like abt royston was afraid of being kiss or wat. Then lynn suddenly said like: 我又不是没有亲过。Both roy and i gave tat stunning look at her. Then roy exclaimed: 你几时亲过我？How cum he dunno, maybe when he's asleep. Lol. Actually lynn was referring to herself la, not him. Atm, the tone sounds as if... i was shocked too. Haha.

Fri i went shopping wif pat. Bugis village extended again and more to come. Alot more $10 shops in the extension, fierce competition. But shiok for us, could get more nice clothes at affordable price. Opps, that means more spending. Anyway we walked til 腰酸背痛again. I bought 7 tops & pat 11 tops. Hl reacted by exclaiming: 终于! when she heard this. At long last i spent lesser than others. Cus pat was stressed up by her attachment la so tend to spend more. 满载而归。

Sat went IT fair at suntec. And the crowd was overwhelming. Had to even queue to go up the escalator. The security had to even release ppl up by batches in case the great influx of human traffic jam up there. We had a hard time squeezing in and out. I bought a thumbdrive only.

Omy Articles

2009-03-11T19:06:00.010+08:00

My articles on omy website. I rem i did it when im still working there last yr. Finally uploaded now. The interviewee was like asking me so many times when it would be up. And everytime i would reply not sure. So ps. Cus i really had no idea. Haha.

I like the video i did for this feature on a street performer. Got real life magic show towards the end. Enjoy~ Heex.
http://yzone.omy.sg/index.php?articleID=11821&option=com_article&task=detail&cid=181&type=

Ps: Pat u are inside the video oh.
Cus that day she accompanied to the interview and helped to act as an audience. Haha.

This is a feature on hl's good friend, real life story of an ugly ducking evolving into a swan.
http://yzone.omy.sg/index.php?articleID=11925&option=com_article&task=detail&type=

绞尽脑汁想出来的题材和好不容易找到的人选。写不难，是找和想的部分伤脑筋。

More Chocolates=More Breaks

2009-03-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

I need another break. Cus i dun feel that i have enough rest dur that break which has just passed. Im like even busier in tat wk. Sch days started, and im bombat wif loads of reports, at least rushing 1 each wk. Sianz. I got like alot more to clear.

Alot of readings i din manage to read on par/alongside with the lect/tut which im supposed to. I need time to catch up. Wonder if i have the time/heart to do so b4 exams.

I think i can only buy kit kat to enjoy a break for now. Lol.
Have a Break, Have a Kit Kat~ But i still like Cadbury Chocolate the best! Haha.

Im stuffing myself with chocolate all this while. Recently esp. Depriving from rest/sleep.

We just luv to snap snap & snap....

2009-03-06T23:13:00.005+08:00

Went palatte to have dinner wif GGB. Im in love wif its grilled bratwrust, yummy. This wk i finally could go home on thurs for once. And this is gg to be the one and only time too, dun need go for fri's tut cus have to prepare for nxt wk's presentation.

Lynn and i were cam-whoring in palatte while waiting for the rest to join us for dinner after radio prog.

Was playing wif lynn's shades. It's nice. Haha. Trying to act like a star. Lol.

Anyway im trying to smile w/o teeth, realised quite hard for me to smile this way, too use to showing teeth le. One of the better smile for this pic. Haha.

CoverGirl~ It's one of my hp frame. I din even noe my hp got frames until bao told me so. Haha.

The rest came at around 7 plus, and we were into another round of crazy photo taking. Lighting in palatte is just too nice for pics. Haha.

Several stars wif a crazy fan shots.

Relunctantness vs Expressiveness

Excited fan- see the diff in smile...................................................Idiotic fan- just so 欠扁 face.

Crazy fan- trying to be funny.

Went jp to shop. We bought quite alot of stuff in a particular shop. Bao bought 3 tops and xin got 2. I bought a korean style knitted jacket and a black dress. Omg im spending again despite i already bought 2 tops yest. I just cant help it.

Anyway on mon, i bought a packet of chocolate bars in value dollar shop. Saw the pic on the packaging looks like my long lost chocolate snack. Biscuits coated wif chocolate. I really miss the taste. Something like kit kat but it's even bettter i think.

And yea, indeed it is! My fav cadbury chocolate snack sandwich is BACK! Haha. Im so surprised to find it. Cus it was not selling anywhere since sec sch. Suddenly no stock in the market. This used to be my fav. tibit. I rem it was quite ex in the past. Now still the same, 6 bars $3.50. But now i found it so i would definitely buy still. Very frequently.

不熟悉我的人觉得我很静，真正认识我的人不会觉得。其实有时候会羡慕有的人尽管是半生不熟还是能自然自在地和所有人打成一片。

可是没办法，我是个慢热的人。永远处于被动。从以前到现在都是。在人群面前总是放不开。现在已经比以前进步多了。懂我的人都知道。

Cultural Night~

2009-03-03T20:48:00.069+08:00

Cultural Night 圆满落幕! I think everyone did a pretty good job. And yea, after so many practices and rehearsals, hard work is finally paid off. And there comes the fruit of labour.

Sunday was a busy hectic rushing day for me. Cus i got my hosting job every 1st sun of the month. And coincidentally, this mth (1st march) was cultural night too. So after tat, i rushed down to esplanade. I had to reached there b4 12pm cus needa do soundcheck 1st. Luckily the event ended earlier than usual. So yeah lucky me.

But somehow i lost my way cus i had to enter from loading bay which linked up to recital studio's backstage. Walked under the scorching sun and trying to ask for directions over the phone wif chin ting. In the end found it but had to literally run for the soundcheck b4 the crew went to lunch.

Had few rounds of rehearsals. But mostly was waiting time at the dressing room. And make up session for the real thing. Cam-whoring is a must then since there's so much time to spare. Haha.

Before & After make up. My eyes got great diff rite? I finally got big eyes. 很神奇吧！

梦寐以求的电眼，可惜是暂时性的。Haha.

烟熏妆，有特务feel 吧...

1st time wearing fake eye lashes too. New experience. Heex.
I dunno how to do eye make up, so must thank miao & angela for the final product.

Side view. I love the angle here.

Then now pics wif some of the agents.

Pose~pose~pose... 2nd pic got sexy feel anot, trying our best to. Haha.

My costume for the performace. Women in Black.

特务wif 杀手. On a mission. We seduce, they kill. Haha. Then 普通朋友.The victims maybe. Lol.

Well, let me described a little abt my feel when it's just b4 our turn on stage behind the curtains. Our item was after jam band. And we had to wait for them to finish theirs but they had like 3 songs. Gotten ready but had to wait for the whole of 15 mins was scary, worrying that i would forget steps. I was feeling cold cus of the nervousness, and partly cus of the air-conditioning and my costume-tube & shorts. 不冷才怪。Haha.

准备的等待永远是最漫长的。尤其你在倒数着每一分每一秒。

But we had like 精神打气b4 our item. Thanks all agent gals and organisers/heads/crews for the efforts. =) 大家都辛苦了。

Woohoo! End of show. No mistakes for our item. Perfect~

Everyone was mingling wif their own friends. And here we were wif the whole of GGB. Thanks ppl coming down specially to support us. *Touched*

So sweet of them to give us each a bonquet of flowers. *Surprised* Mine was peach rose wif 满天星。I luv the colour combi. Really thank you all. 你们的心意。我感受到了。LuV GGB~

Also thank those who msg me b4 the show to wish me good luck. 精神上的支持也很重要的。

Forgotten to take a gp pic wif the whole of agents at the end of show. Cus bao they all waiting for me to take mrt bk home. Gonna rush back to pack my stuff b4 gg bk hall. So i've already removed make up when they came bk to dressing room.

Went home wif my beautiful flowers. And when my parents saw it, mum immediately asked like:

“谁送的？”

“朋友。”

“男的？”

“不是。一群人。有男有女。”

为什么花一定要是男生送的呢？这只是意识形态。Haha.

I was dead beat when i reached home. 奔波劳碌的一天。Had my bath, packed some stuff, daddy fetched me tgt wif mummy's accompany bk to hall. On the way bk, i was feeling hungry cus had early dinner previously. So daddy dropped by a coffee shop to have supper. It was 12am plus already. Sinful.

一家人一起在外吃宵夜是幸福的。

中学时候比较常半夜的时候，一家人到附近一间煮炒咖啡店吃饭。那里的红石斑鱼超好吃的。但是后来搬走了，就很少一起出去吃宵夜。多数是daddy打包回来啦。但是在家和在外吃就是feel不同。

可能因为我喜欢夜晚吧。感觉时间都是我的，很悠哉。所以说，漫漫长夜嘛。Lol.

1st day of sch after term break

2009-03-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

All members of GGB went lakeside's snip avenue cut hair on mon. See we so 团结，连剪头发也一起喔。

Lynn got the most drastic change in hairstyle. Nice oh. Something diff. Roy was joking she looks like 70s retro gal. But we felt she looks younger in the new hair. And roy finally changed his hairstyle. Better than last time. But we felt could be better. The auntie like dun listen to us leh, jus cut the way she wants. Auntie, very "insist" hor. Haha. I only trim my fringe.

Started rushing my 203's assignment only at 8pm. So much content to cover for the whole 2 dynasties, like hell. Worst still, mus be handwritten. My god. Only finished at 4am. And it's only 10%. Wat the...But wat to do, due the next day.

JB & Hotel stay

2009-02-26T15:21:00.031+08:00

Haven been updating my blog for the past whole wk which was break. Cus im busy wif cultural night's rehearsals and my just bought hk drama dvds from jb. Yea, i went jb again for a walk wif pq on mon.

Met her in the afternoon, went holiday plaza's pizzahut for lunch. But dunno why today's food not up to standard leh. We ordered mainly sides.

After lunch, went walked around, bought dvds and some com softwares. I bought 法证先锋2. It's nice. I luv part 1 and part 2 is pretty interesting til now. Im chiong-ing it. Haha. Bk to city square in the evening. And i bought a shawl, design was wat i looking for, but too bad not a scarf. It's white base wif red and white checkered lines. Something like burberry design.

We left jb earlier cus pq booked a hotel room for the night. She gotten her bonus so decided to pamper herself wif a comfy luxury hotel stay. 托她的福，我也有份。It's in chinatown's furama hotel.

And for the 1st time, we took a train(火车) bk. Pq suggested cus she said since the train terminating at tanjong pagar which is near my house. It was comfortable in there. Surprisingly. Cus i tot was those "gonglonggonglong" type of train. Suanku me. Cus last time i took this kind of train was pri sch. Haha. Improved i guess. It's like mrt. Smooth and fast. It's only 5rm=$2.50.

1 hr journey from jb to tanjong pagar train station. Faster than our usual routine. Cus still needa wait for bus. All the waiting time could be cut. I have decided to take this train to jb from now onwards. So near my house can. Convenient. Dun need travel so far to woodlands, wait for tat stupid 950 always so long & squeezy. Somemore this train not much ppl take, no long queues at the counter, separate custom from the usual entries.

We took cab to the hotel. Reached Furama. It's located in btw chinatown mrt & clark quay mrt. Put our stuff down then went chinatown point's swensens for dinner. 我们还真是会享受。好像太太的一天。Lol.

We stayed in excecutive room which was 2nd best room type in the hotel. 19th floor. It was off peak season, n we booked online got promo so jus $200 per night, much cheaper than usual. Very worthy.

The hotel gave us a complimentary furama bear.

Cosy room. The moment we stepped into the room. We ran to the window and exclaimed upon seeing the night scenery outside.

The view was awesome. Can see the heart of the city. The nicest night view in the region- Singapore river.

Esplanade & Singapore flyer.

Took this on the nxt morning. Clearer view. But the night was still the best.

Used their facilities there. Swimming pool & Jacuzzi.

Had been ages since i last swam. Pq also. Night swiming is nice. Cus i dun like sun tan.

2nd pic was taken in the waters. I felt there's the "watery" effect feel. Quite artistic hor. Lol.

The jacuzzi water was cold. I tot it's supposed to be warm. Night time was chilly so i was shivering initially when i got in.

Cam-whoring in there.

Went bk room to chat. We were seating by the window side chatting. Alot abt love, friendships, relationships. Ok when gals tgt, wat else more to talk abt rite. Same old topics but they nv fail to

be engaging.

人一生都在等待。上课等下课·下课等吃饭·毕业等工作·上班等下班·下班等回家·月底等薪水.

等待对的事·等待对的人。什么是对的，要如何定义。我想遇到了才知道。感觉对了是不够的。对的人·错的时间·错的外在因素都会影响最后对的人选。正真刚好对的人可遇不可求。

偶尔的奢侈是慰劳。宠宠自己是值得。人一生有多少次能轻轻松松，无负担无顾虑地享受一整天。偷得浮生半日闲。在新加坡，只有退休生活才行吧。不想等到那么老。

霎那间，突然很羡慕工作人士，有多余的钱可以花。我最近很缺钱。工作唯一让人有憧憬的地方就是有钱赚。除掉这个因素，还是做学生比较好。

2009-02-26T15:20:00.005+08:00

Tues morning woke up at woke up at 8.30am to have our breakfast at hotel's cafe. I like the food. Great varieties. Compared to the other time i went sentosa's hotel, i prefer this more.

Supposed to check out at 12pm. But we were too tired. Cus only slept at 5am after the long chat last night. So pq called to request to extend til 1.30pm. I din know can like tat. I tot mus pay extra. Haha. We went bk to bed and continue our sleep.

Then i made a wierd ghostly dream happened exactly in the same hotel room i stayed. I couldnt differentiate was it real or fake in my dream. Cus i think i was half asleep half waken. Scary yet funny. Shall not elaborate the details here in case anyone felt eerie. Haha.

Anyway after check out, went meet lynn at chinatown mrt. Having k session at 10 dollar ktv wif chinese band ppl. Just nice, all same area. And timing just right. Haha.

Sang til 7pm. Brought them to the hawker centre to try the famous chicken rice. Not much ppl, usually very long queues. Lucky us. And we stayed there for quite some time chatting.
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Thurs met weiting, she just came bk from wuhan not long ago. She's missing china life already like i did the other time (in hangzhou). Expected la. Life over there so relax. Although we were supposed to be in an immersion exchange for academics, but yea we got ourselves immersed in the shopping instead. Haha.

在那里花钱不用多想。大家都变有钱人了。喜欢就买。自由自在。还记得，每天期待放学去哪里吃喝玩乐。好像有走不完的地方。考试时期和好朋友一起在宿舍房间里，连夜熬通宵猛k书。一会儿在楼下书桌，一下又爬上楼上的床趴在那里。一会儿发一下呆，一会儿相互埋怨考试很sianz。我喜欢那钟并肩作战的感觉。

Anyway we had dinner at shokudo streets. The food so so only i felt. And not cheap wor. She's coming in ntu chinese this aug. Become my junior again. Haha. See ya soon gal.

It's finally the FINAL

2009-02-22T18:20:00.014+08:00

Well, i changed my mind again. Im such a fickle-minded gal. 我很容易被别人的话所左右。Haha.

Anyway yest i talked to pq again abt the exchange. She gave me some sincere feedbk cus she went hk b4. Everyone knows that i love to shop. Hk is a good place for shopping but not for 我这个穷学生啦。Cus over there all branded, unless u go for high end stuff. She told me that b4 she visited hk, she had high anticipation for 女人街, but when she really got there, she was abit disappointed. Cus the things there were not really worth for the price. And even if managed to dig some cheap things but were those very ugly ones. She said at least bugis can still find some cheap & pretty stuff.

So in terms of living there for a few mths, it's not so feasible. Heard from her that the food is much more ex than sg. Thus living expenses is much more higher too. And if i cant really 尽兴地逛到够本。Then tat defeats the purpose of gg for exchange=x (That's my ultimate motive! Wahaha~) So perhaps i will go hk for a tour instead in future. Anyway the city is also quite small ya, no need to explore few mths ba. Haha.

And after much considerations, i think im more interested in Shanghi instead. Although i went there b4 but only a few days, and it was a rush schedule bk then. So din really get to walk thoroughly but my impression was pleasant & good. The night views and the shopping. Wow! Haha. Regretted putting shanghi as my 3rd choice dur application. Sianz.

Somemore it's quite near to zhejiang so i could still drop by to re-visit hangzhou again. I missed those times. 而且那时没有去横店影视城，是我的一大遗憾。我要穿古装坐龙椅。Haha. So i must go there ONE day. Can make use of the exchange to go there since it's quite nearby.

Another reason was my parents had confirmed with me that we will most probably be moving house b4 end of dec, woohoo. I waited so long for this. My very OWN room! Yeah~

As for the chances of getting it, i will leave it to fate. Anyway pq reminded me that no matter wat i still hav to maintain my gpa, cus i have scholarship. True la, so this factor shld not be taken into consideration which i did previously. That means i hav to study hard & strive harder le. But now no motivation leh, given the fact that i pon a few lectures last wk. Lol.

Tonight will be the last day to decide. So this shld be final le. No chance for me to change anymore. I will try for next application in aug then. Anyway i still prefer sem 2, cus i experienced autumn-winter b4, shall try winter-spring. I still haven got the chance to see SNOW. Lynn, we apply tgt k. Cus u also wan shanghi rite? Haha. How nice if we could go overseas and live tgt. Anticipating*

希望这次的决定是对的，作出了明智的选择。

Totally in Shopping Momentum

2009-02-20T01:00:00.028+08:00

Today im in the mood to shop. Met pat at boon lay interchange n we headed down to bugis to shop. She wanted to get a pair of heels for work. She's starting her practical teaching in sch this coming mon. Good luck gal.

I was discussing with her abt my offer for instep and whether shld i accept it. For those who knew me well, shld know tat im bad at making choices, it's always a struggle for me to decide. Esp after "ibp" bk in poly, phobia. Haha. So i need more advices and feedbacks. And yea, she gave me a clear analysis of the reasons that were holding me bk. Well, after the chat, i guess i will most probably be going for it. Hong Kong, im coming!

We went bhg to shop 1st and pat saw a formal bag which she likes. Jus right tat she doesnt have any of this kind, as all her bags at hm are casual ones and some were claimed to be too "childish". Haha. And she thought teacher needs matching bag for the formal clothes. Alot of limitations in attire for teachers, dun think tat only students have oh.

Then i told her i bought my very 1st leggings at s&k, and she was tempted by me to buy 1 too, so she got it. Went to village.

I reccomended pat to the heels that i bought for $10 only, she likes it the moment she saw it. At 1st the person told her size was out of stock n dey wun be coming in new ones. She abit disappointed. We left continue walking and after a while we saw a similar pair on the rack. She was so excited, but then we realised it's the same stall la, it's just that we were at the opp side of the shop. But she 不死心, tried on again and wanted to buy the 1 size bigger pair though it's abit loose. Then suddenly the salesgal told her that she found a new pair of her size. We were shocked cus jus now said dun have. Luckily we u turn huh.

注定是你的，就是你的。坚持也许会有意外收获哦！

There's some new shops opening, and we saw a stall selling accessories 3 for $10. It's not those cheapo kind, but more of korean style accessories. 首饰都很精致，物超所值！We spent quite some time choosing cus there's a wide range to choose from. I bought 2 bracelets and a pair of earings which are all in the golden/blond series. I simply love them. Will be bk again to buy more in future. Haha.

Surprisingly, pat bought the most stuff today. It's finally not ME! Phew~~

从头到脚、上衣、包包、佩戴的都齐全了。I think she only lacks bottom din buy only. Haha. I din buy much but i enjoyed too. But im getting broke. Mus find a job dur coming long hols le if not no money to spend.

Went for dinner at ljs. Then she accompanied me to singtel to sign a new wireless broadband plan. Yeah, in future dun need to snatch the pc with my bro for internet. I can use my laptop to surf net at the same time. N this promo is much more cheaper than my current one.

Went home at 9 plus cus pat needed to go home early. But im totally in shopping momentum. 还舍不得回家。Nvm, nxt time to be continued...

Yest midnight, i dun feel like sleeping so early and yet dun want to do anything related to homework. So i wrote this lyrics out of sudden emotion.

《我还剩下几分》

我曾经以为自己很重要
也许根本没那么要紧
是我把自己放在太高看得太好

你的心房已有新人入住
会有空出的地方给我吗
就算是一个角落头也好

（CHORUS）
岁月的洗涤让你遗忘了我
我在你心中还会有一个位置吗
在你心里我还剩下几分

只想拥有你的注目　你的关心
但却不让你得到那份承认

在你心中的位置　是我先放弃的
是我选择做懦弱的人
是我决定让一切不能从来

（CHORUS）
岁月的洗涤让你遗忘了我
我在你心中还会有一个位置吗
在你心里我还剩下几分

只想你还记得惦记想念
回忆剩下多少　怀念又有多少

是我　所以不能反悔不准后悔
坚持遗憾的美丽　总是美

是时间冲淡了你我　我还剩下几分　
也许只有几分而已　几分也好

Poems...

2009-02-18T01:20:00.006+08:00

Suddenly there's a mood to write poems. Haha~

【放=?】

放手不等于放下。

放下不等于遗忘。

放弃不等于归零。

你是过客还是归人？

【走吧】

时间滴答地走，尘封往事已退
时间总是在走，记忆总是倒退
冰封时间不走，冰封回忆不退

你在一步步走，我也无奈地走
不要等待后退，只管自己走吧

GGB @ Minds

2009-02-16T23:57:00.036+08:00

GGB went minds cafe after lesson today. Mon is always fun as we all are free to gather tgt.

Played the "Bang" game. It's fun. But Roy was always been aimed at, and he's really bad at snatching the $$$. He's a lousy robber.

出卖格格们的后果只有一个....

设计对白：“与其死在我们手里，不如你自己了结，你知道该怎么做了吧...” *被逼开枪自尽*

窝里反，闹内讧，互相残杀...

不入刘是 "卖国贼"，动不动就逃跑，真是不入流。*Shame's'*GGB gals knew why rite.. Haha.

"True Colours" was the game which we played for the longest. It's a voting game. I really know myself well, and how ppl thought of me. Cus im the winner of this game! Me abit bhb oh. Haha. Through this game, u can see how ppl perceived u in those 假设性问题. Interesting~

1 last gp photo b4 we left. There's 2 staff in the shop today. 1 china man and another sg man. But we prefer the china guy, he's more friendly and his eng is really good. Whereas for the sg guy, he's rude and bad at explaning the games to us. He actually snapped at bao when she's just trying to clarify some doubts abt the game, he was like giving that stupid glare and said "wait..."inferring that bao was interrupting him. Hey come on, we are customers leh. Wat the...no manners lor.

It's only 6 bucks each pax from 2pm-6pm, plus free flow drinks, so worthy. I dun mind going bk often. Haha.

We went to take neoprint after that. Then bao and xin went home. Lynn, roy and i went for dinner. Afterwhich went jco slack. We had some in depth talks abt relationships. Lynn and i were trying to counsel this boy. Haha.

We advised roy to change a hairstyle. By just sweeping his hair to the side makes it works, isnt it. Look much more smarter as least. But he dun believe...

Pls compare and contrast. Obviously side parting is much more better than centre parting rite?
But he just insisted. Why cant he just accept the fact? Centre parting is no longer the trend. Haiz..

男生是视觉动物的外貌协会。女生也有啦，但是相对而言，比较注重性格内涵。

Only went off at 1o plus. And on 179 bk to ntu, roy was claimed to be "sexually harrassed" by lynn. Haha. For details, once again, pls see link: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=5908121&id=831660289&ref=mf#/profile.php?id=635595588&ref=mf

欲知详情...以下提供了当事人和目击者的证供。*摘要*

标题：Lynn 今天晚上疯了，want to noe what happened? ask zhen or royston...haha.

Royston Liu Zhipeng at 12:34am February 17
e world needs to noe wad happened...MISS LYNN "咸猪手" SOON sexually harassed me on bus 179, while MISS LEOW "袖手旁观" WEIZHEN did nothing but laugh... *sobx*

Lynn Soon at 12:44am February 17
i didnt sexually harrass you loh, 不要毁我清誉！and is who say “有人在看”，as if 我们要做什么见不得人的事...and i only say "zhipeng, 我要。。。"，i haven finish saying 你就自high了！还说我leh. 还有什么：“dear, 我今天不可以。。。” 我的天，好像要在fb写文章了。

Wei Zhen Leow at 1:21am February 17
Hey im the only 目击证人of the whole incident. Royston 虽然表面不愿意，但还蛮配合演出的。He said:"Dear...not tonight.." Haha. 你所说的每一句话都将成为可以做呈堂证供。别想抵赖。Lol~

Happy Valentine's Day~

2009-02-15T15:46:00.101+08:00

It's valentine's again. And yea it's singles day again too, into the 5th yr for me. Haha. I met lynn to bugis (again), nowhere to go. Orginal plan to cycling at pasir ris park was forgo cus someone last min ps lynn and i. U know who u are. Haha.

Our lunch @ Shokudo. I had my thin crust pizza, nice.

We took neoprints to 纪念 Lynn's very 1st "friendship day" on this special day.

Anyway we went village to shop. Bought quite a no. of stuff. Omg, im spending again. Save me! Haha. I bought a flora off shoulder top which lynn claimed that it's very my style. And she bought a sweet tube dress and yes it's TUBE again. Lol. I almost wanted to get it too cus it's really nice. But i made myself to choose one btw 2, so i got the off shoulder only. Mus curb my shopaholic's desire. I bought a pair of heels for $10 nia. Haha.

Lynn bought the same watch as me which i bought it last mon. Hers was pink colour strip, mine red.

Do the wordings look familar? Slight difference to some song lyrics.

“我的心里，只有你，没有他”Haha.

Had our fav. durian-mango ice. 情人节，当然要有“幸福”的感觉。我们吃冰就很幸福了。

We made a wish hoping that next yr v.day, we would bring someone else to eat ice wif us, and go on a double date. Haha. But after that we realised next yr v.day is also cny. Lol. So maybe if i happen to have one, will bring home for steamboat, not ice. Haha.

My valentine's gift from lynn. Haha.

第一次情人节有人送我花，你是第一个哦。虽然是假的，不过是亲手做的。所以还是谢谢你的心意。希望你也喜欢我的情人节礼物。不过希望下次可以从真的情人手中收到真的花。祝福我吧！

At around 7pm, we were tired from all the walking and went jco to rest. Suddenly heard someone calling my name. And guess wat? It's mel and san. They were sitting next to our table. Such a coincidence. Well, they were on a date, waiting for their dinner booking.

So they joined us for a chat there. And mel asked if i wanna meet the rest later at night. Cus both of them aft dinner would gather at thomas hse to spend the night. Mel called james to cfm wif me again the time and stuff. James called and then followed by pq, she called me to ask if i have any prog at night and i asked her to join us. Anyway lynn managed to make an exception to be able to ton for the night wif my friends and i. Haha.

Afterwhich, san and mel set off for their romantic dinner while lynn and i had our bak chor mee. Haha. After dinner, we went bk to my home to change and waited for pq to reach.

@ my hse...

Pq's cab longpang us to thomas's hse. And when we reached, it's already crowded wif ppl. They were playing manjong already. Only got 1 table, i waited for so long also no chance to play. Sob. So lynn and i went downstairs, i brought her to the playground where i always had bbq wif the fifth floor ppl. And we chatted for quite some time, she was sharing wif me her 1st impressions. Lol.

Went back soon. Hao and his gf came, followed by kent and his gf too. Wow fifth floor getting more n more couples. Haha. Lynn and i started playing poker cards wif mel. In the end, sick of it le, so wanted to watch some movies online. But tired of searching n had no idea wat to watch, we gave up. I started chatting wif san. She shared wif me her opinions on the newly-started couple. 他们黏到好像分不开的连体婴。蜜月期是这样的。Haha.

Finally the guys had finished their rounds of manjong, and it's our turn to play. Lynn was so lucky, she won almost immediately when the game just started, they said it's beginner's luck. 但是最后很迟了又有点累，所以大家玩了一场，不到一圈，就散场了。

Had this gp photo towards the end. We took a hard time arranging everyone onto the bed and squeezed into the pic.

Almost all went home @ 3.30am. Some pei me waited for my dad to come at 4am to fetch lynn and i back to hall. Lynn went my room to sleep. After bathing, we chatted on the bed til 6am. I felt as though i was having a chalet. Haha.

Wat a tired but fulfilling day.. had fun=)

原本以为会两个女生落寞地过情人节，谁知道一天快要结束的时候，最后还可以一群人热闹地度过。就好像以前一样...中学的时候...总是会一大群人一起过情人节。好好玩。

Bluezzzzz....

2009-02-13T02:18:00.081+08:00

最近身边朋友的状态都不太好。生病的生病；惆怅的惆怅。

我的心情也是蓝蓝地，整个人很恍惚。可能是不够睡...Wed起床后突然晕头转向的，还作呕呢。可是明明昨晚还蛮早睡的。想不去课，可是得交230's report所以还是勉强去了。走到半路，吐了一点水出来（没吃东西所以就吐水了），才舒服一点。但是还是晕晕的。超讨厌那种感觉。同一天晚上，lynn因为之前食物中毒还没好，也吐了，但她比我严重。

*难道有刺客暗中下毒，加害于格格的安康* “来人啊，快传令下去，彻查此案。” Haha.

日子真无聊。有点闷，我想是郁闷的闷。也不是说我时间很多，也不是我很闲空，只是我需要找些新鲜事物刺激一下自己。

新加坡越来越小，小到不知道可以去哪里，或者是哪里没去过。

Anyway全新加坡的商场卖的东西都大同小异，so 去哪里都一样。JP 我们已经走到烂掉了。没地方可以轻松地消磨时间，可以打发时间做的事却需要花钱。Shopping/Sing k/Chats @ cafes/Movies, wat else can we do?

一直买东西也不是办法，我的积蓄快变成负资产了。

新加坡一年比一年缩水。中学怎么好像有去不完的地方，玩不玩的乐子，现在都跑哪去了？也许因为当时有门禁所以显得时间不够用，在回家之前都依依不舍。现在自由惯了，时间多了，可是地方却早被我们explore 光了。

现在不是可以去哪里，是去哪里好呢？

有时有Gp work 反而好，下课就能打发时间，又不用花钱。像poly虽然projects很累人但好玩。Radio/video production/drama projs 都让我好怀念哦。

我的精彩已经度过，只能锁在回忆里回味。一个人一生能精彩几次呢？

去香港也好，换一换环境。可是我突然又有点不想那么快离开的感觉。*矛盾*
今年下半年，很多朋友过21岁生日，不想miss 掉。脑子一片混乱。我到底要什么？
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[PS]

TO: 宝儿，

其实在sunday的时候就看到你有点沮丧的post, 想留言可是不知道要说什么，所以就没留了。因为你说不要和你说‘加油、慢慢来’之类的话。我想你不想听到安慰的话吧。Mon看到你的时候，又不大敢提起。而且我和xin一直在讨论instep的事，真的很怕会影响你的心情。

但是现在还是觉得应该让你知道：你不是一个人。你的无奈、彷徨、害怕，我们都看在眼里，只要记得眼前的路，你不是一个人走就对了。如果觉得眼前的路太暗了，随时可以吩咐‘刘庸医’这个带罪之身帮你点灯开路，格格们也会陪你度过。

Sign off,
珍儿

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TO: 晴儿，

我知道你这个星期很累，因为生病了。压力大，因为....erhem...你知我知。我也知道你心情低落因为情人节要到了。虽然你还没有找到如意郎君，不过这个情人节你不孤单，因为还有我和royston这两个落单的人陪你去海边散心喔。不要忘了我们的约会! Haha.

lynn ah lynn ah lynn, 要加油喔！

Sign off,
珍儿

格格们的元宵节

2009-02-10T01:53:00.121+08:00

Today after lesson, went for lunch at hall 4 cant, i spent quite some time deciding wat to eat. Im quite an undecisive person when it comes to daily life choices esp when there's alot to choose from. Anyway bao and lynn joined us from library.

But very soon, we had to leave to see the teaher in charge for our instep prog as we have some enquiries. Now we have a better understanding of the procedures and wat's course matching abt for the exchange. But im still considering whether to go anot, but most probably will be going i guess. Dun wanna waste the chance cus heard from yenlin, cityU is quite a good uni in hk. Anyway sem cant be changed so if im gg nxt sem, i will have to forward my birthday celebration to aug.

我真的要一个人在异乡度过21岁生日吗？好凄凉，刚好那时是秋季。

Xin's tw jiaotong uni is much more a hassle, cus she has to settle alot abt the course matching stuff as the sch does not have chs modules. So if she goes, she can only clear ger-pe/ues which abit wierd. Imagine learning in chi for the scientific terms is like.... And that defeats the purpose of gg tw, as they are strong in chi lit and culture.

Here comes the shopping day again. Haha. 格格们went jp to walk again w/o 刘太医 cus he is sick again.

格格懿旨：

刘太医接旨，

不入刘身为太医不能自医，疏于职守。格格们近来凤体欠安，病根难除。该当何罪？太医办事不利，罪无可恕，斩立决！但念在太医平时表现不俗，格格们仁慈，于此网开一面。但死罪可免，活罪难逃。宣格格懿旨，贬刘太医为庸医，待身体无恙后，来年将此发配边疆，逐出塞外（台湾），半年不得出现于境内。

钦此。

Alright, im just been bo liao. Haha. Roy ah roy, dun say we dun concern u. Get well soon oh ! 然后就可以遵旨了. Lol.

Anyway spent some time there, i bought a necklance at the same old accesories shop again, shared wif xin the 3 for $10. There's red pearls on it, cus 红色旺我. Xin also bought the same 1 as me. 我们一起旺旺吧。Both of us dragons. Haha.

I went bk to the shoe shop to see if there's any chance of getting my size for the targeted slippers since last wk. But still, there's no stock. Then we went to giovanna to get lynn's heels she eyed on last wk too. But then, dun have her size too. Both of us are unlucky. Xin saw a pair of gold slippers which she likes, but cus the shop currently having promo, 2 pair onwards got 30% off, thus she decided to buy wif us another day.

In the end, bao and xin left home. Lynn and i travelled to bugis to find the shoes, cus there are more outlets there. Luckily i managed to find my pair of slippers at the 2nd outlet i went to. The 1st outlet i went, the sales gal like din help me check thoroughly, only called 1 other branch to check. Like not really helpful in assisting me to look for it. Anyway i got it, so im happy. Yeah~ Poor lynn din even get to see her beloved heels over there.

She just felt like buying new shoes 2day, so she was hunting for it all along the journey. Over at charles and keith, she saw 1 pair of heels but the smallest size was too big for her. 注定你今天与新鞋无缘，买不到鞋。

M/phosis having a great sales up to 70%. I bought a bare-back top for 12.60 only, original at 41.90. So worthy, heex. It's in peach colour, front is plain and the back there's a "curtain", can draw the string to close the gap, so i can choose to wear it bare-back or not. Nice design. Haha.

Went jco to rest our backs and feets. Then back to ntu. Went up to lynn's room to have my nails repaint. I changed another colour. Had a hard time painting, my nails surface too rough? Or rather i have no skill la.

Then at 12.59am, we went downstairs to 赏月. Accrd to the news, that's when the moon is the roundest and nearest to us for once in this 52 yrs. And yea, we admired the moon for like 30secs. 因为脖子好酸哦。Haha.

在这元宵佳节，当我们抬起头观月时，突然一时兴起，便开始吟诗了。

我们不约而同念起：“举头望明月，低头思故乡。” (有带配合动作：举头&低头)

每逢佳节倍思亲...
But true wat, we are in hall mah. So we MISS Home. Ha! Although our home is just 1/2 hr dist away from a train ride. Lol.

Temple Visit

2009-02-08T16:55:00.064+08:00

Yest met fifth floor ppl at 10 plus at night to go 拜拜. We went to a well-know 24hrs temple at loyang. Our intention there was to 拜太岁, cus this yr dragon 犯太岁. In the end cus we got there too late, there's no shifu to help us write the names and do the stuff, so we only went there to 上香. If they din tell me, i tot already did so cus im not sure abt the procedures.

Btw i read the zodiac 运程 for dragons. Actually all areas are quite good this yr. And there's this particular line which caught my attention. It wrote under love: 单身的青少年少女，今年会遇到合心意的对象，尝到热恋的滋味。

不知道是不是真的。小龙女们，尽"情"期待吧！

Anyway we travelled there on a lorry fetching all of us, pq was sitting at the front sit with the driver, and the rest of us were sitting at the back.

After the temple, we went to pasir ris park to walk and play at the playground. Pq and i always had chalet over there when we were still kids. Ah yi would defintely organised a chalet every yr for all relatives back then. But now no longer do so, cus we are all grown-ups now.

我最近老爱回忆，为什么总觉得以前比现在好？以后好像又很遥远。I think im emo-ing...Lol~

Afterwhich, everyone been sent home one by one, and the journey was so so long and chilly cold for us who were sitting at the back of the lorry. I was shivering and felt as if im in a fridge even though wif a jacket on. Cus driver dunno his way so he went rounds and rounds, 差不多走了半个新加坡吧. Was on the the road for more than 2 hrs. 喝了不知道多少西北风，原来新加坡也可以寒风刺骨。Haha.

一群人的时候，为什么总是那么不自然？
少话的你让我觉得很怪。我们明明就可以说话的。

《明天以后》

我对你感觉胜过爱情

因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气

其实也想好好爱你只怕到最后不小心让你伤心

爱情总让人折磨所以我们才选择

做比情人更好的朋友

对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起

最后看你在别人怀里有天我会找到我的唯一

还微笑祝福你

《还是好朋友》

相爱这一场可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友

还是好朋友比爱人长久不能牵的手按在心头

在最寂寞的关头永远在左右

事过情迁后升华眼泪后思念是最漫长的享受

那无痛的伤口还带着温柔到白头

是什么叫你我只配做一对好朋友

Thurs & Fri

2009-02-07T15:52:00.003+08:00

Thurs after sch, lynn and i went to radio both accomapany bao, xin and roy for their radio prog. Had fun in the booth. Took some pics with the equipments where both lynn and i forgotten to snap some pics in there last sem.

Then the 3 gals left for their 214's drama and i went causeway point to meet sharon and hl for movie. I had long john for dinner again and went to watch benjamin button. The movie was 2hr 46 mins, super duper long, longest movie i've ever watched. It literally showed the full of the whole 80 yrs of benjamin's life.

The storyline abit like 童梦奇缘, just that it was in the opp direction. Hk one was from a child turning to an adult then aged fast to death. Whereas for benjamin, he was borned old then turned younger each and everyday then to a baby and die. Abit saddening for his lover as she had to see her beloved becoming a kid, forgetting her and dying b4 her. I mean their love's lifespan is so short, the times they can be tgt is only at a pt of the time where they met each other at the right age. After the optimum level, they will just deplete like enzyme.

平行线是没有交集的时候的，就算有，也是短暂的一瞬间。

To me, the movie was so so only. Maybe it needs some reflections at the end, but im lazy to reflect. Haha. For me, i only like to relax and get immerse in the atmosphere dur movies. I dun like to think so much after a tiring day of brainstorming in sch, that's why comedy and thriller/horror appeals to me. Haha. Im very superficial de. Lol.

Anyway brad pitt was the lead of the movie, the make up was awesome, he really looked like an old man at the begining and gradually transformed into a handsome hunk towards the end. And he really looked so gorgeous when he's in the 20s of the bellcurve. I turned to hl and asked if brad pitt is really this young now, and hl was also admiring his appearance wif me too. Suddenly a flashback reminded me tat b4 the movie someone commented that she dun think tat brad pitt is handsome, dunno why so many ppl said so. Atm, i tot i rem wrongly, was it sharon who said tat instead. In the end, it's hl. She also very practical lo, her stand changed so fast. Lol.

After the movie ended, it was 11 plus already, but i managed to catch train back to boon lay. Waited for lynn to take bus bk to ntu, cus she just finished her drama at city hall, abt the same timing as me on the journey bk.

Went bk had bath, then we went tv room to chat. Chat til 2 plus, went to sleep but we were dead beat. Haha.

Fri went for pedicure/manicure at lakeside reccomended by sharon. When lynn and i reached there, the shop was busy, and one of the gal asked if we could come bk half an hr later cus she's currently doing another auntie halfway. But we did booked an appointment at this time so we gave an unwanted face la.

In the end, the customer auntie said that it's ok for her to wait, the gal could do ours 1st. But somehow i felt the session was quite short for us maybe cus the gal serving me was rushing for time. The auntie beside me started earlier but ended later than me. My main aim was to scrub the dead skin of my feet, but she only scrubbed a while nia. Lynn did her nails.

On our way back to the mrt, we were caught in a rain, drenched. Lynn likes to 淋雨. And we were so 自high in the train, i guessed not enough sleep i would go abnormal, laughing on every little thing, definitely not because of the rain. Haha.

I like these parts in particular out of the whole song.

下雨天了怎么办我好想你

不敢打给你我找不到原因....

期待让人越来越沉迷

谁和我一样等不到他的谁....

寂寞的滋味....

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

谁可以帮我撑伞呢？

Dilemma

2009-02-07T15:17:00.027+08:00

I received acceptance emails from both instep and gss. Fyi, both are overseas exchange programmes. The diff is gss is gg overseas dur summer holidays and instep is gg there for 1 sem dur sch days. I've been offered City University of Hong Kong for instep and Wuhan University for gss, but can only choose one. Well, i think most probably i will choose the hong kong one cus i really like to visit the country, somemore can stay longer period of time.

However, strangely when i received the news, i did not feel exceptionally happy which im supposed to, cus i gotten my 1st or 2nd choice. We have 5 choices dur application, i think my 1st 3 is hk, followed by china then taiwan. Instead, i felt confused and lost atm. Cus it seems that there's alot of things to settle. Now my worries are as below:

1. Im gg alone. (not with my clique ppl)
2. My 21st birthday.

1st of all, xin and roy got instep as well, and both are gg taiwan, jus that diff uni. But this roy also play stunt leh, that time we asked him, he said he's not gg to apply cus he got commitments in hall and couldnt get away. So most probably he will apply in future. But he jus secretively applied le. 我知道他想要甩开我这个电灯泡，和 xin私奔。我很识趣的，不会当第三者。Haha.

The main concern of this trip is that it's gg to be in my 2nd yr sem 1 which is this coming aug-nov. It's like so fast, i prefer gg in sem 2 which is jan-apr. If not i will be missing my 21st birthday. Somemore it's 21st so im in a struggle. Not sure if we can postpone to the 2nd sem anot cus it's indicated as sem 1, but xin and i intend to ask on mon.

So im considering to give up and apply in future if it cannot be changed. But still, there's a sense of pityness to give up when u've already got selected ya. Abit scared if in future cant get how. Anyway if i've decided to go, then maybe i will forward my birthday celebration in early aug. Shall see how.

我会学着独立，展开新的旅程。

Yin Sync

2009-02-05T01:23:00.010+08:00

Tonight had yin sync rehearsal of our performace for cultural night concert at esplanade. It's in march btw, so now got more frequent practices. Now i know singing and dancing at the same time is not easy at all. Tired. Lol.

Anyway we had a photoshoot for the publicity poster previously. Each performace gp had to do a full dress/make up specially for the shoot. All these below were self-taken pics.

This is what i will be wearing during the performance.

Somehow the 2nd pic looks as though im selling some online clothes. Haha. It was taken at the fitting room as i was trying it. In the end got approved then buy.

Sexy is nv a word for me.

我就是性感不起来，跟性格有关没错。

我应该不适合走这路线吧。

"我看不开，也放不开...."

我比较适合唱这首歌。Haha~

Inspired...

2009-02-03T18:47:00.093+08:00

Im in shopping mood the whole of monday, so rare that im not having monday blues yest. Anyway we had pizzahut's student meal for lunch after the 2-hr lect. And the 4 of us were having a hillarous time over there, discussing abt the "as usual" topic. Lynn's description of some terms can be so 贴切. Haha.

Anyway after lunch, we went this fashion to walk. I was inspired to find an high school uniform outfit. Cus i watched 我猜last weekend and it was abt the various popular nice sch uniforms for gals. Tw's uniforms so nice, something like jap/korean, unlike ours so boring. Haha. And so i went to match the diff clothings i could find in the shop and made it a set. Here's the pic.

搭配得还不错吧...像不像日系高中生？Lol. 难得看到我穿红色。因为我本身没有很喜欢红色衣服，衣橱里几乎没有吧。

Coincidentally, in the guess show i watched, i have a liking for one of the high sch uniform which is red in colour, similar to the one that i match, im trying to imitate it. 80% similar. Anyway lynn told me that for this year, 红色旺我. According to the zodiac, dragon year ppl's lucky colour is red. So dragon babies quickly go grap some red stuff.

Btw i've got a red checkered doll doll shoes bought from tw and not long ago just bought the red checkered bag, i think they all goes well with the "uniform".

But i did not buy them cus too ex. Just the red jacket itself cost like $43 which is not so worth it. I managed to buy exactly the same one later at dano for $23 only. Half price nehx. I think the inner matching collar top and bottom, i will have to dig my wardrobe see if i have.

Xin left early to go np's ourvoicebox to collect a gift her sis gotten thru ans some qns at the website. And xin happened to ask me abt the directions and stuff and of cus i would know. Once upon a time ya...

So left lynn and i, we continued to shop and we really explore the whole of jp(old + new), jp 1 & 2. We walked from 2pm-8pm, and we went in almost every shop. Bought quite a no. of stuff, mainly clothes la. Bought a nice ring too.

We were saying like we would go bankrupt very soon if we were to shop the whole of each and every monday.

In between, we went starkbucks to rest and chat. I was discussing wif lynn abt my 21st birthday. Im thinking of throwing a bbq party at my house downstairs. I guess bbq would be better than buffet if not after eating nth to do. I dun intend to play games, so if it's bbq at least i can ensure that everyone will have something to do and maybe could bring diff cliques tgt through the process of bbq-ing. I hope so.

Brainstormed abt the party's theme. There's a gp of sec students sitting next to our table and we began to chat abt how we miss those time back then. Somemore the "high sch uniform" that i matched earlier on added on to the same idea.

I think it's rather cool to have an uniform party (jap/korean high sch style) on a 21st birthday.回归校园制服的时代。But of cus if i were to fix this as the theme, i will restrict ppl not to wear their sec/jc uniform if not like tat not fun le. Spore's uniforms like so dead. Pls dun be offended oh. Compare to other countries' ones, it's really the fact. Haha. Anyway not confirm yet, so ppl dun buy 1st hor if u were to see this. If not 恕不赔偿. Lol.

Only went back hostel at 9 plus. But contented. Haha.
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Today was a long day for everyone. Hate tues. Roy 破天荒 wore a cap to sch today cus he did not keep his promise to "someone" to cut his hair yest. Wierdo. He used to oppose wearing cap cus he said 会长细菌. 歪理. He's suitable for caps (can cover up his current hairstyle) but the 7-11 wordings on the cap spoilt everything. Haha.

Anyway some random stuff...roy was doing lame things again...

Poor yf became his victim.

Today lynn wore sunglasses she bought yest. And roy started to call her 意晴姐.

【今天上演了一部精彩绝伦的戏码】

《当一线阿姐遇上小跟班助理彭仔之漫步人生路》

情景1：彭仔说错话惹怒了阿姐。

意晴姐：你再说，我就抱你咯...

情景2：助理流露出一副害羞无辜的表情。

彭仔：意晴姐，不要这样子嘛。

观众---鸡皮疙瘩全起---*呕吐*

Ps: 宝，你不在的时候，大家都不受节制地大谈...那个话题...每个人都有惊人之语。糟糕，我越来越污染了，快来拯救我吧！我快要沉沦了。而且刘太医一直在“吟诗”，超恶的。哈哈。

4 in LuV Reunion Dinner @ Waraku

2009-02-01T01:46:00.019+08:00

It's another belated cny reunion dinner with 4 in LuV. We went to heeren's waraku for dinnner. The temperatire was cold cus besides air-condition, there's fan abt us too. I was shivering, so borrowed pat's jacket. The colour quite nice.

They were so so hungry, esp hl..can see rite...

After dinner, we went cine for neoprint. Have been so long since i last took neoprint, think at least 1 yr. I used to be a neoprint 达人. I had like 5 neoprint booklets, fully pasted on every page. I rem im obesessed in it esp dur sec 2 that year, took every twice a week. Imagine how much i spent for the whole 3 yrs in obesession. Now, once in a while will do. Haha.

Then we went centrepoint's mac to chat. Passed by some nice decorations outside, so we decided to act tourists again ask ppl help us take photo. But then we approached a few diff ppl, but they just cant seem to get the right angle we want. Anyway these were the best among all.

At mac, we were doing silly stuff again. Tossing and spinning coins to see who can spin longer and the diff methods to spin. And we dropped the coins everywhere. Haha. It all started with sharon's IQ qns on solving the formation of coins. And hl dig out all her coins, and we started to play with the resources. Lol.